Anonymous asked:
Avpd culture is only being able to voice negative emotions when you've been able to cut them down to a funny and/or relatable version and when people are like haha oof I do that! You're like yessssss win but also dear lord I wish I could say how bad it truly is :'(
And in Todays episode: Was I faking everything the whole time or is the medication working on multiple fronts
I wish I was someone people wanted around. Not the nuisance burden fuckup that people barely tolerate.
self portrait done with alcohol markers on marker paper, acrylic paint bg
~2020
hmm, not gonna lie, pretty conflicted about posting this one, cause it’s definitely not one of my best works, you know, but screw it, if any of yall have suggestions on how i could improve this/convey my point better, please, feel free to let me know I’d love to hear yalls thoughts
so the prompt for this one was flaw/fear, and i decided to illustrate my fear that I don’t actually have emotions/can’t feel things the same way other people do o take with that what you will
Gonna isolate myself but that doesn’t change anything because people do not give a shit about me
idk why, but i really feel like i need a break from being alive.
thoughtsaretoomuchforus-deactiv
i fail to meet expectations i fail to get outta bed I fail to be a simple fucking human i fail at helping anyone else out i fail at doing shit right i fail at school i fail at loving i fail at being happy i fail at being open i fail at smiling i fail at doing simple shit im just a failure.
We've talked about how weird it is to be an adult that grew up suicidal and now doesn't know what to do but what about being an adult that grew up suicidal and still is suicidal now and has to deal with responsibilities being forced upon you but not seeing any point in any of them because you think you'll just kill yourself eventually ??
It's really weird going to college and having to put effort into it when i don't think i'll live enough to graduate.
if i distance myself i’m sorry…i hate myself so i just assume everyone does too
Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself
