shut the fuck up
stop pretending to care when you DONT
i hate it
They always think that I’m fine just because I look normal... I mean, just because I’m smiling, it doesn’t mean that I don’t think about killing myself, that I don’t think about cut myself, that I want to be alive and here. I don’t want to feel this hurt anymore. People always tell me that I don’t have reasons to be depressed and don’t get me wrong... I don’t have reasons, the problem is that it doesn’t matter if I have reasons or not, when depression hits you, my dear, it’s a war even if you have everything.
I dream of jumping off buildings and swallowing pills and tying a noose. What the hell do normal people dream about
does anyone else feel like no matter how hard they try they are just never good enough for anything ever? even the simplest of things most days I feel like I can’t even accomplish.
damn i want to scream and cry and throw things but the only thing i can do is stare.
