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I'm Bee, 23, a college student, etc. Live a life of "oh wells" instead of "what ifs." nonbinary (they/them), pan

✧・゚playlists to help pass the time *:・✧

hi everyone! it’s been a while since i made a huge playlist masterpost, but i thought that right now when we’re all stuck inside wondering what to do with our time i would make a list of all my playlists. listening to music is so calming and definitely helps me pass the time…so enjoy! - cam

  1. songs that remind me of a fashion show 
  2. a mix of songs that remind me of driving down the coast 
  3. a playlist dedicated to paris 
  4. songs that inspire me 
  5. a dreamy mix
  6. songs to listen to when you feel carefree
  7. a super fun workout/running playlist to keep you pumped up 
  8. songs to listen to during golden hour 
  9. a mix of songs to listen to on a sunny day 
  10. a playlist full of songs that make me feel alive 
  11. songs that remind me of my teenage years 
  12. a study/coffee shop playlist to keep you calm 
  13. songs to listen to on the weekend 
  14. songs that make me feel like living in the moment 
  15. a friday kinda mix !
  16. songs that remind me of a warm spring evening 
  17. a mix dedicated to nature 
  18. my all-time favorite songs all in one playlist 
  19. songs that remind me of flowers and sunshine 
  20. a 12-hour long playlist of songs that make me feel nostalgic 
  21. songs that remind me of going back to school 
  22. my ultimate summertime playlist 
  23. songs that make me feel like i’m in a movie 
  24. upbeat songs to get ready to in the morning 
  25. songs i’m currently loving & listening to right now
  26. a playlist dedicated to italy and all its wonders 
  27. songs that are soft and delicate 
  28. a mix to listen to while watching the sunrise / sunset 
  29. a playlist for a rainy and stormy day 
  30. songs to listen to when you wake up ! 
  31. another nature playlist because why not?! 
  32. a monday playlist to make your monday more enjoyable 
  33. my springtime playlist 
  34. songs that are bittersweet 
  35. my girl power anthems playlist 
  36. for the daydreamers 
  37. songs that remind me of the spirit of traveling & exploring 
  38. a mix to listen to before bed 
  39. songs to listen and dance to in your kitchen 
  40. a super fun 70s playlist 
  41. relaxing songs for a sunday 
  42. songs that remind me of wintertime 
  43. for people who love the east coast 
  44. for people who love the west coast 
  45. a mix of lo fi beats 
  46. songs to listen to in your car at night 
  47. fresh finds (new songs every monday!)
  48. the ultimate sing along playlist 
  49. an indie playlist 
  50. the perfect road trip / daily commute mix 
  51. a super studious playlist to keep you extra focused 
  52. songs that remind me of the beach 
  53. a mix of songs to listen to when you’re j chillin
  54. songs that remind me of a trip to outer space !
  55. listen to this when you’re in love 
  56. songs for stargazing…
  57. the perfect autumn playlist 
  58. songs that make my heart flutter 
  59. a mix of carefree & happy tunes 
  60. the grooviest 80s playlist around 
  61. a mix of golden oldies 
  62. listen to this if you like rap / r&b 
  63. another workout playlist !
  64. a mix of fun, upbeat songs to dance to 
  65. a playlist inspired by call me by your name
  66. a coming of age playlist 
  67. a mix of songs that deserve more hype 
  68. songs for all the main characters out there 
  69. a mix inspired by the king harry styles
  70. songs that make me feel angelic 
  71. a dark academia playlist 
  72. a spooky halloween mix !
  73. a playlist inspired by dystopian novels
  74. a special cottagecore playlist 
  75. a light academia playlist
  76. songs to listen to while looking at the moon

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A busker plays music for a blind autistic girl sitting in a wheelchair. She’s being allowed to stim (flapping and rubbing her shirt) and respond to the music her own natural way. The busker places her hand on the guitar to let her see what is creating the music, and she smiles as he sings to her. They made a connection. That is autism acceptance. Take note. Many autistic people will open up to you like a flower if you gently connect with them in ways that work for them instead of forcing them to connect with you in ways that only work for you. I hope that sweet kid grows up to be a musician or artist! :)

You really don’t realize how disconnected from reality rich people are until you have to work for them bro, like I just had a woman start crying because I told her that the leather recliners she wants to order would take 2 weeks to ship and she goes “We just finished our custom home theater room and I have a get together this weekend and I have kitchen chairs in there. do you have any idea what thats like?” HELLO????

TRAYVON MARTIN was walking home with an iced tea and Skittles. He was shot by George Zimmerman, who was found not guilty.

KEITH SCOTT was sitting in a car, reading. He was shot by a police officer, who was not charged.

ATATIANA JEFFERSON was looking out her window, and was shot by a police officer, who is still under indictment for murder.

JONATHAN FERRELL was asking for help after an auto accident. He was shot twelve times by police, case ended in mistrial.

JORDAN EDWARDS was riding in a car and was shot in the back of the head by a police officer, who was found guilty of murder.

STEPHON CLARK was holding a cell phone, and was shot 8 times, 6 in the back. The officers were not charged.

AMADOU DIALLO while taking out his wallet, 41 shots were fired by four different officers. They were all acquitted.

RENISHA MCBRIDE after an auto accident, she knocked on someone’s door for help. The homeowner was found guilty of second-degree murder.

TAMIR RICE was playing with a toy gun, and was shot by police officer arriving on scene. Officer was not charged.

SEAN BELL was hosting a bachelor party. 50 rounds were fired by police officers who were found not guilty of charges.

WALTER SCOTT was pulled over for brake lights, and was shot in the back by a police officer who pleaded guilty to civil rights violations.

PHILANDO CASTILE was pulled over and told officer he had a legally registered weapon in car. Officer acquitted of all charges.

AIYANA JONES was sleeping and was accidentally shot by an officer in a raid on wrong apartment. Officer cleared of all charges.

TERRENCE CRUTCHER needed help when his vehicle broke down. Was shot by a police officer who was found not guilty of manslaughter.

ALTON STERLING was selling CDs, and was shot at close range while being arrested. No charges filed.

FREDDIE GRAY was beaten to death by officers while being transported in police van. All officers involved were acquitted.

JOHN CRAWFORD was shopping at WalMart, holding a BB gun that was on sale—police officer was not charged for his murder.

MICHAEL BROWN was shot twelve times by an officer, including in the back. No charges filed.

JORDAN DAVIS was killed because he was playing loud music. Shooter found guilty of first-degree murder.

SANDRA BLAND was pulled over for traffic ticket; was tasered and then arrested. Suspicious “suicide” while in jail. No charges.

BOTHAM JEAN was fatally shot in his home, which female officer ¿mistook for her own? (Which I’ll never understand.) Officer found guilty of murder.

OSCAR GRANT was handcuffed and placed face-down, officer then shot him in the back. Officer found guilty of involuntary manslaughter.

COREY JONES was waiting by his car which was broken down, and was shot three times by police officer, who was found guilty of murder.

AHMAUD AUBREY was jogging. He was shot by two racist men who claimed they suspected him of burglaries. Both men were charged with murder and aggravated assault.

GEORGE FLOYD was suspected of alleged fraud. He handcuffed and pinned to the ground by an officer’s knee. He begged for mercy and he was ignored.

ERIC GARNER: Stopped for selling cigarettes on a nyc street and choked by a cop in broad daylight. Complications of the stress put on his throat by the hold caused his death; Openly said “I can’t breathe” several times and pretty much died while three other cops watched their compatriot kill a man. Eric was well known for just trying to sell goods as a side hustle and never actually hurt anybody.

DJ HENRY was fatally shot in his car by police officer Aaron Hess in the early morning hours of Oct. 17, 2010. DJ's passengers say they were doing nothing wrong when Hess ran out in front of them in the road. Hess says he only fired because he was in fear for his life. Hess later admitted to lying on multiple occasions after DJ’s death about the shooting.

These were all murders. They were not accidental. All of these innocent people: men, women AND children. Were murdered because they were black. Not because they were violent. Not because they were threatening, but because they were black. Something has to change. We have to MAKE a change. Black lives matter. Black men. Black women. Black children. Non-Binary blacks. Trans blacks. Every single one of their lives matter. Your friends. Your neighbors. Your teachers. Your brothers. Your sisters. We are the change.

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this list isn’t even close to a being a quarter of the wrongful African American deaths in America and if there is anyone you’d like me to add please message me. I will gladly add them because people deserve to know their names.

imo dressing punk is one of the best ways to combat dysphoria. so much gender overlap, blurred gender lines, there’s not one item of punk clothing that “belongs” to a certain gender, punk is its own gender tbh. who the hell cares if you’re passing when you’re tearing down the establishment. and that’s very sexy of you

Look alive, Sunshine. 109 in the sky, but the pigs won't quit. You're here with me Dr. Death-Defying.

I'll be:

  • your surgeon
  • your proctor
  • your helicopter pumpin' out the slaughtermatic sounds to keep you alive.
  • a System Failure for the masses
  • anti-matter for the master plan louder than God's revolver & twice as shiny!

This one's for all of you rock'n'rollers, all you crash queens & motor babies.

Listen up.

The future is bulletproof. The aftermath is secondary. It's time to do it now and do it loud

Killjoys, make some noise.

it's 2022. donald trump has died in disgrace days after being impeached and jailed. my chemical romance's new album is coming out the same day as the new spiderverse movie. the lizzo and janelle monaé collab song is blowing up the radio. lil nas x has a verse in it. you and your partner have time and energy for dates after work after jeff bezos' assets have been seized and distributed to the public in the wake of his arrest for keeping employees in unsafe working conditions.