some bitches really be weighing themselves, eating, weighing themselves again, throwing up, weighing, showering, weighing, eating and weighing again.

it’s me, i’m bitches

I'm so confused with how my body looks compared to my weight. And I don't know if my mind is tricking me. I'm 5'10"|163lbs or 178cm|73kg. Don't mind the mess btw... Gotta clean up

Circa 2014.

I wish my legs were still this small.

Soon enough.

these pictures are taken at a 20 lb difference. first one is at 125 (20.8 bmi) and the second is at 105 (17.47). i wanna be 105 again. i wanna be double digits. but shit, i did it once, i can do it again. (cw: 109.5)

more screen shots from when I was actually skinny

ink and bones

ugh i'm in love

ultimate thinspo goals: being able to fit into the clothes you used to wear before you gained all the weight 

stay safe🦋

my new IBS medicine helped with bloating SO MUCH. i ate dinner last night and still woke up like this. i don't think my stomach has ever been flat since my flare up (without long fasts)

Who wants to do a 2 day fast with me!!!!! (Not promoting this at all, Ed are bad)

I can’t wait to be able to take pictures like this😍🤤

(This isn’t precisely my ideal body but still goals!!)

Please block, don’t report 💖

september 2019 vs february 2020

I feel like I haven't made progress at all like i feel im even fatter than at my sw/hw smh I just wanna stay in bed forever

Here is some thinspo to trigger myself ig

i'm back and with 3 kilos less🥵

Update

So I’ve been eating pretty well lately. I haven’t binged for a week now and it has been great. I’ve lost 2 pounds since last week. The only bad thing right now are the cravings. God especially in school. I also need to workout more but I’m constantly tired so that’s hard. Anyway, that’s basically the update.

Here’s the thinspo of the week:

Does anyone feel they won’t lose any weight unless they feel hungry even tho their net calories is negative lol