126 days,19½ hours,1,159 minutes & 69,540 seconds later I'm finally OSHA (healthcare) certified. 🙂
Body Dysmorphia,Media, Control, Depression, Low-Self Esteem, Perfectionism,Guilt,OCD,Picky Eating, Binge Eating, Habits,Routines Anorexia,Bulimia, Eating disorders. You don't have to look like you have an Eating disorder to have one;looks are so very deceiving. "There is no magic cure,no making it go away forever. There are only small steps upward;an easier day,an unexpected laugh,a mirror that doesn't matter anymore".
Literally,my Eating disorder is a piece of me physically,mentally,spiritually & emotionally... My way of life,my habits.. Everything I do every thought I consume on a day to day basic has to has to involved my Eating Disorder. It's a routine in my head,a sick vicious routine,but it's honestly taken such control of me... I'm not sure what to do without all of this.. 😥
•Starting this TOMMOROW! •New Month,New Me,New Diet!! ~I can do this,let's do this..💪
Needing to drop 32lbs of lard as quixk as it came on... Please!! Help a girl the fuck out!!!
Repost about today: Today I donated blood not for doctors, because they needed to test it because I was sick or something was wrong with me, but donated because someone out there could desperately need my blood to help them live another day. 💜 #Bekind #Savealife2018
This isn't a recent selfie,but im missing my Goddog more than ever. 🐕💔 Hopefully Ill be seeing you soon baby. 🐕🐾💌