Café de flore

Unknown.

She fooled me twice and its all my fault.

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bkke7mvlwuf/?

took it personally because I never would’ve done it to you

no one talks about when you have to breakup with someone you still love. is it because it’s uncommon or because it’s something that you’re supposed to conceal? it’s not a normal ending, you sit there breaking someone’s heart while simultaneously breaking your own even though you know it’s for the best. when it’s over where does that love go, because all i feel is it sitting next to the guilt- i can’t believe i hurt them, why didn’t i just give it a little longer, this is my fault. and the regret- what if it was the wrong choice, maybe we could have fixed it, i want them back. but you know things weren’t working, you know love isn’t always enough.

4am

I had a thought, that became an idea, that became a dream.

Then a wish that became a reality that brung happiness, suspense, and love.

Yet to find out it was just a disappointment.

A disappointment that brung sadness, confusion, anger, all of the above.

Late night tears wondering all my wrong actions, wondering if it was worth it, wondering if it just fake.

The emotions played with, the lies that I was told, then to settle down and just be friends.

A friendship full of hurt, a friendship full of confusion and wondering what if...

What if there’s still love?

What if there’s a second chance?

What if... we acted like nothing happened?

Questions constantly running through my head in labs, circling and circling

Do you still love me?

-seoulpxo

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