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Infinit&Beyond

@0infinityandbeyond0

I drank to much and that's the issue but I'm okay
Mayra | 19 | Tx
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Neck biting, hair pulling, being pinned to the wall or bed, smacking my ass, ass grabbing, whispering sweet and dirty nothings, knowing he’s got you where he wants you and teasing and turning you on more and more. Unf. These are a few of my favorite things.

Take me and push me against the wall as you grab my hands and pin them above my head. Pressing your body firmly against mine trapping me while nudging your leg between mine gazing down into my eyes from your staggering height with this smug expression riddle across your face like you know what you’re doing and you know I love it. Taking your free hand and running it along my thigh up to my ass squeezing it as you bite my neck. I bite my lip to keep from moaning as your hand continues to make its way up my body. Passing over my hip and to my petite waist grasping it firmly while you leave a trail of kisses down to my collar bone, leaving a few hickeys there. Your hand finishes making it’s way up to my breast and lips finding their way back to mine as my breath hitches and back arches. Dropping my wrists I place them on your shoulder while you drop botch hands just under my bum tapping there gesture for me to jump so I do and wrap my legs around your waist as you turn and walk towards the bed. Once we reach there you drop me down onto the bed on my back. Hair fanned out around me my skirt up just enough to see Lacey panties. Biting your lip you undo that adorable piano keys belt buckle of yours then undoing and sliding your trousers off. Kneeling down over me you slip my shirt and skirt off leaving me only in my knickers, a bra, and thigh high socks. Sliding out from under you I take your shirt off of you then lean in playfully nipping at your ear lob. When you push me down onto my back spreading my legs so you can get inbetween them pressing your hard on against me and firmly grasping my side when I reach up dig my nails into your neck and bring your lips to mine.

To be continued…

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Got to see one of my all time favorite bands last night. I waited out in the cold but it was all worth it I had a great time!!! Can’t wait to see them again hopefully soon🤟🏻🤟🏻@sleepingwithsirens (at The Aztec Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqDGdTWBl2I/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7bnamow95l2h

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as your girlfriend I promise to sexually frustrate you at the most inappropriate times.

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mcxlesbian

A girl who is in control during sex is my fucking weakness. Like fuck undress me, tease the shit out of me, pin me against the wall, hold my arms, sit on my lap, bite my neck, kiss me hard. Those kind of shit

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Is it bad that I miss her, it’s been over a year since she left and even now I find myself thinking about her. I’ve tried to move on to find someone who will love me like she did who will care for me like she did. Sometimes I even think that I could get over her if I find someone that could give me what she did or something like it. I know I shouldn’t try to make someone or find someone like her because honestly I know there is no one like her. I just feel that no one will ever love me like she did, sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever find someone who loves me or will ever love me for me and all of me not just the good but the goofy and annoying and sometimes crazy jealous and very protective parts of me. Someone who is loyal and will stay by my side no matter what that will have my back and I theirs, someone who will care about my mental state because if I’m being honest it’s not the best I’ve been hiding a lot since 8th grade someone who will not only help me with my overthinking but also my panic attacks that come at any given time someone who will make sure if I’m having anxiety or I’m getting depressed or stressed out that I won’t take or buy any pills. Someone who will call at any hours of the day to check up on me to and say hi or just have a good conversation. Someone who doesn’t leave me as soon as something better comes along, that’s my biggest fear because their is always something better. And wanting all this hurts because I already had it and just like that it was gone. Nights like this where I can’t seem to fall asleep I think of her and how right about now we would be on the phone talking until I fell asleep. I feel like she was my chance and I will never get something like that again. I want a love like this again sometimes I wish I had it with her but other times I just want someone who loves me as much as I love them, but most of the time I’m afraid to be loved like this again because I’m afraid to be dumped like I meant nothing like I was nothing again I can’t go through that anymore, it was like loosing a part of me I couldn’t get out of bed I wouldn’t eat I secluded myself from my family I got addicted to taking pills, I shut everyone out. Everyone I know thinks they know everything about me because I’m always happy and smiling, that’s a habit now I’ve hid my emotions for so long now all I ever do is smile and pretend I’m happy. I can’t believe all of this for one person I can’t believe even now I find myself thinking about her and crying over her over everything all the good and the bad all the pain it brought me I still think about her and love her. I guess the only good thing about this is I know what I’m looking for and what I want, if I’ll ever find it I don’t know and that’s the thing that scares me.

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“Isn’t it fucking terrifying that no matter how many promises they made, no matter how long you’ve been together, someone can get up and walk out of your life without a second thought and you have to carry on living because the world doesn’t stop for any of us”

— Unknown (via help-n-quotes)