Wolfgang Tillmans
friends, 1998 303 in grass, 1993 police helicopter, 1995
project runway season 1 screenshots that make it look like a gregg araki movie
Man with a Movie Camera 1929 Dziga Vertov
Y’s by Yohji Yamamoto: asymmetrical tank top spring/summer 2003
landfills are about be overwhelmed with “barbenheimer” tshirts by christmas, aren’t they?
“When I feel stuck, mentally stuck, my first tendency is always to walk, to wander. Thus commenced the “month of extensive wandering,” day after day, through parts of the city I knew all too well into parts of the city that were almost entirely unknown to me. And, or so it seemed, the less familiar my surroundings, the less familiar my thoughts.”
- Jacob Wren, from the work-in-progress tentatively entitled Desire Without Expectation
the counselor (ridley scott, 2013)
The Last Temptation of Christ 1988 Martin Scorsese
Intense anxiety. For as long as I have been fighting my fear of dying, I should have triumphed over it. Of course not! My fear is too old, it grabs me from time to time, with redoubled violence. Nameless humiliation. What calmed me down today was thinking about the countless deaths since “life” appeared. These living, men or not, they all died, so to speak, without difficulty. Some of them had to suffer from this fear much more than I did; and yet they passed to the other side without much embarrassment. To tell the truth, it is the disease that I dread, the immense humiliation of that which spends its time around death. I am not modest enough to know how to suffer. Any trial seems to me an insult, as a provocation of fate. As long as we do not know how to suffer, we know nothing.
Notebooks Emil Cioran
andreablog2-deactivated20220425
Ryan Murphy: the ppl vs E. Musk
Original music by: Azealia Banks, & Arca
Elon Musk: Kyle Mchlachlan
Azealia Banks: Abra
Voice of Azealias chicken during hallucination musical sequence: Bali Baby & Rico Nasty
ABs twink assistant: Aja from rpdr
Grimes: Alice Glass
Grimes assistant: Sebastian Tribbie
grimes mom: Chloe Sevigny in old ppl makeup
Musks maids: Sarah Paulson, Indya Moore, Petra Collins, Brenda Song, Azealia Banks
Musks in house chef: Rupaul
Musks security ppl: Idk random buff actors
Russian assassins: James Mccavoy, Alek Wek & Hari Nef
FCC ppl: Kathy Bates, John malcovich, Cuba Goodinf Jr.
Musks business friends: Laura Dern, Evan Peters, Matt Bomer
Lana Del Rey: Kate Mara
Kanye West: Kanye West
Kim Kardashian: Megan Fox
Donald trump: cate blanchet
This is honestly like…the idol
Still can’t believe this hasn’t been funded yet … everyone keep reblogging
Goodbye, Dragon Inn (2003), dir. Tsai Ming-liang
I was beginning to look for some meaning when I should have been satisfied with events. It is hard to turn away from moving water. For the time, being; twilight seen even full. I mean to say “hopelessly” in a promising tone, as one would say, “hopelessly in love,” and mean, really, “very much,” and, especially, “full of hope.” In my “trouble with conflict,” I was reluctant to be disconcerting, to cause discontinuity. Panic versus crystallographic form. When one travels, one might “hit” a storm, from My Life, Lyn Hejinian
2023, Jan-June
- Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret. (Kelly Fremon Craig)
- Asteroid City (Wes Anderson)
- Beau Is Afraid (Ari Aster)
- Creed III (Michael B. Jordan)
- Did you know that there’s a tunnel under Ocean Blvd (album), Lana Del Rey
- The Face of the Jellyfish (Melisa Liebenthal) @ New Directors/New Films 2023
- Gush (Fox Maxy) @ New Directors/New Films 2023
- How to Blow Up a Pipeline (Daniel Goldhaber)
- I Thought the World of You (Kurt Walker), Persistent Visions Program 1: Always and Only Place @ MoMI
- John Wick: Chapter 4 (Chad Stahelski)
- “Killers of the Flower Moon — Official Teaser Trailer”
- Knock at the Cabin (M. Night Shyamalan)
- the first 15 minutes of Magic Mike’s Last Dance (Steven Soderbergh)
- The Outwaters (Robbie Banfitch) [+ Card Zero & File VL-624 (Robbie Banfitch)]
- PARADISE LOST (Richard Hines) @ Daniel Cooney Fine Art
- Reality (Tina Satter)
- Saint Omer (2022, Alice Diop)
- Succession, “With Open Eyes” (Mark Mylod & Jesse Armstrong)
- Suzume (Makoto Shinkai)
- Vanderpump Rules, “#Scandoval”
- A Woman Escapes (Burak Çevik Blake Williams Sofia Bohdanowicz) @ Anthology Film Archives
A Thing Like You and Me, chalk pastel on paper
2023
If one is asked how nonbeing is related to being-itself, one can only answer metaphorically: being "embraces" itself and nonbeing. Being has nonbeing "within" itself as that which is eternally present and eternally overcome in the process of the divine life. The ground of everything that is is not a dead identity without movement and becoming; it is living creativity. Creatively it affirms itself, eternally conquering its own nonbeing. As such it is the pattern of the self-affirmation of every finite being and the source of the courage to be.
Paul Tillich, The Courage to Be
Cruising (1980) // dir. William Friedkin