Oh god… I was fighting for a love that wasn’t even there. If I was fighting for something that wasn’t even real then what the fuck was I aiming to win?
Heartbreak isn’t always swallowing liquor, and dialing his number over and over till your fingers bleed, or staying in bed for three days crying. Sometimes it’s a Wednesday morning and you’re standing in your kitchen making coffee trying to remember not to burn the house down

Sometimes heartbreak is living your life with the constant pain in the back of your throat (via jessielou24)

It was a catastrophe loving him. He had a delicate touch that could make the most beautiful flowers grow in you, even when it was winter inside your body. But when he decided he didn’t want to keep them blooming, he’d blame you: that you didn’t water them enough, that you didn’t give them enough sun; and although the flowers completely crumbled, you can’t pull them out because they are so rooted into your body.

That was how we ended up. To this day, he’s still apart of me. (via drinkt0forget)

Maybe this is selfish, but I don’t want you to forget me. I want to linger in your memory. I want you to think of me when you’re driving down the street with some other girl in your passenger seat. I want you to wish I was there because she’s not singing and she’s not taking pictures of you. I want you to think of me when you finally sit down and have a home cooked meal instead of something through the drive through. I want you to think of me every time it rains. Every time you choose water over soda or coffee. Every time you make love. Maybe that’s asking for too much. But I hope it drives you crazy. How you can’t get me out of your memory. I hope you wish you never let me go. Who am I kidding. I know you will. I know you already do. Because I was the best goddamned thing that ever happened to you.

Letters to T.J. (via theworldasheseesit)

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

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tkaaay

pretty much^^^^

i got nothing to lose. (:

Last time i did this my wish came true.

Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

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sparkhy

please work omg

looks fun lol

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baimbie

please 

IT SERIOUSLY WORKED

Well, i got nothing to lose, might as well try it

This shall be interesting😌

I really need this.

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tullipsink
I remember not wanting to get out of bed, and everyone yelling at me to stop going to sleep so late. But it wasn’t that, I was not tired at all. I was sad, I was so very sad that even getting out of bed seemed pointless to me. It was hard, being so sad that it became a struggle to get up in the mornings.

A.M.// sadness really fucking hurts  (via sad-empty)

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2ndsong
sometimes I still imagine what would it be like if we were still together. it’s been over a year since you decided that I was no longer the one for you, but I can’t help thinking once in a while, how many more inside jokes would we have or how many new places we would’ve visited together or how many more times we would have snuck outside to see each other at 2am. but I guess we’ll never know now

(via 2ndsong)

Time stood still the moment I first saw you. Then something happened in between our beginning and end, we almost were. I pray often that we find each other some day again. And even if things don’t work out, I pray you find the good you deserve with someone else who will love you for all that you are and have to offer. Someone who will love you the way that I could only pray to have loved you one day. I’m going to miss you so much. I’m so happy and blessed that our paths crossed the way they did. And one day I hope time will stand still one more time, so we may cross paths again.
I knew I’m over you when I overheard our song playing somewhere outside and I did not even felt a single ounce of pain. ‘Cause maybe playing the same song on a loop was what I needed when I was so broken that I cried myself to sleep. I knew I’m over you when someone brought your name up and I no longer felt a lump in my throat. and instead of cursing you, I quietly whispered “I hope he’s doing good” I knew I’m over you when I looked through our pictures and I smiled, – not afraid to remember everything we’ve been through. You were a huge part of my life after all And we had great memories together. I knew I’m over you when it’s a Sunday morning and instead of missing you, and mourning for losing you, I stepped outside took a deep breath and for the first time in seven years I finally felt free again.

And I knew I’m over you when I took the bad with the good in saying goodbye. (via imyourfayevorite)

i. here is the saddest and the simplest truth / your love / could be doing more harm than good. ii. your love / could be burning her skin / instead of warming her soul. iii. she loves you back / so she will never say / how your love makes her tremble. iv. here is the saddest and the simplest truth / keep her close and watch her burn / or let get go and watch her become / all you will ever love.

marina v., i am sorry for the cuts my wings left on your heart. (via findingwordsforthoughts)