12 am thoughts

Sometimes it feels so right and good but then it also seems to go too fast.

I want to hold onto.

I want to let go.

So how can something feel so right but at the same time wrong?

Struggling.

2019

I am really grateful for this year, for everything that has happened.

Of course there weren’t only good times but the hard times made me stronger. Everything I felt, did and experienced shifted and changed me into the person I am today. The tears and laughters formed me into someone else. I am closer to finding myself.

This year I didn’t only get to appreciate myself I also got to appreciate my family even more. I am grateful for the people that surround me with positivity and energy and I am grateful for the people I was able to say goodbye to and cross out of my life. I learnt so much in 365 days and I am stronger than ever.

Never trust someone else more than you trust yourself.

With those words, I am looking forward to 2020✨

Purpose

I wanna express myself, love myself and show you how to love yourself.

Das Leben

Flüchte in Träume, weil die Realität nicht zu verkraften ist.

It’s one of those nights. Sitting on the floor with a glass of red wine and simply thinking. Thinking about the past, the present and the future. Reflection.