Anxiety sucks.
I don't think anyone really understands what it's like to have to deal with anxiety everyday of your life. It is so hard. Somedays all you really want to do is die, because death sounds easier than being constintly nervous, worried, over whelmed which all those then lead into over thinking.. As we all know over thinking leads to a panic. We are constantly panicing. It may not seem like it, but we are. We really are. But no one understands. Like today. I go to school most days, I get all A' & B's, And today I wanted to stay home from school because I just don't want to interact with people or have to go into a place that I hate. My anxiety was making me feel sick.. I told my mom this & asked her to take me to a doctor. She refused. My mom even has anxiety & she doesn't even understand how mentaly draining school is or any thing having to do with a public place & a shit ton of people. Most days I can deal, no problem. But somedays I just can't seem to get myself out of bed. Anxiety fucking sucks.
