"all sins are attempts to fill voids" what a line. what a fucking line. i will be angry for the rest of my life that i did not write this line.
You are not what happened to you. You didn't deserve to go through all that. You deserved to be loved, to feel safe, to be safe. You deserved kindness. Patience. You deserved better.
people have never held back from telling me terrible things. i have always held my tongue and put my own feelings aside for the sake of others and all that has done is caused me pain and hurt me
Gonna isolate myself but that doesn’t change anything because people do not give a shit about me
Stolen memes and aborted dreams 🙃
((pls dm me the creator if you know them))
repeat after me: trauma does not make people good or kind. trauma makes people scared and angry and sick and wounded.
.How to be friends with someone who has BPD, a quick guide by someone who has BPD
- If you don’t plan on talking to us regularly for the next few days or so because of family stuff, or you’re to busy, please let us know or we’ll think that you hate us.
- Actually even if we’re in the middle of a conversation and you have to get up to go get dinner, or even go to the bathroom for like 3 minutes, also let us know or we’ll probably think that you hate us
- If you’re not equipped to deal with our mental illness because you are in a bad place or its triggering, please tell us instead of ignoring us
- If we’re having a borderline rage, please know that if we say anything or insensitive or cruel, i promise you that we don’t actually mean it. Even if we say that we mean it in the moment, I swear on my life that it isn’t what we think of you
- Emphasize attachment. Make it clear that you care about us or our brains will say that you hate us
- If we ask you to tell us that you don’t hate us, or that you aren’t mad at us, please don’t get upset. It’s not a reflection of you. Our mental illness is constantly telling us that you’ll leave us, or see us as burdens, so please don’t be upset when we ask you
- If you’re making plans/are doing something without us, please try and not to let us know. We’re constantly looking for reasons that people hate us, and want to abandon us
Quiet bpd culture is getting so fucking angry and crying out of pure rage alone in your room because you simply can't explode and direct your anger to anyone
yall gotta stop joking about non vaccinated kids like theyre not victims of a specific form of child abuse.
this. and adding on:
if a parent is so desperate to have a “perfect”, not-disabled child that they’re willing to pull their kid out of school, ignore their doctors’ warnings (or just stop seeing a doctor at all and switch to some unscrupulous tool with a fake degree), and face all the social opprobrium you get from being an anti-vaxxer…
How do you think they treat their actual, imperfect, potentially-disabled children?
sugar-seeds
Hey! I was unvaccinated, my dad is an anti-vaxxer, and this is something I’ve been trying to say for a while. The kind of people who are willing to chance their children dying because they need to have the “perfect” child will repeat that sentiment of perfectionism in other aspects as well, meaning child survivors of anti-vax parents are more likely to suffer trauma from physical/emotional/mental abuse on top of any possible diseases. ESPECIALLY, as in my case, where the children do fall on the spectrum or have a learning disability. These people are abusive through and through.
Anti-vaxxers are child abusers, full stop.
moonymango
And the fact that a lot of people try to argue with anti-vaxxers by saying that they HOPE THEIR CHILD DIES to prove them right is NOT any better, just saying.
there’s so much fear and ignorance around vaccinations it’s so so messed up to everyone involved
no one:
not a soul:
me: my fp likes making me feel this way. he hates me.
my fp: *is obviously dating me bc he loves me n doesnt hate me and he just liked my message bc he didnt know how to continue the conversation but i took it as a sure sign he wants nothing to do with me and i am an inconvenience*
i hate how bpd makes me so jealous and insecure. i can’t even send my fp a funny tiktok because the girls in it are so beautiful that it will make them think that i’m not and that they’ll find someone else. i know that ridiculous but once that thought of them finding someone else is planted into my head, it won’t go away. i get left feeling sick and nauseous, having a panic attack about them being with someone else. it makes me feel toxic and insane. But i pretend that it’s okay so i don’t drive them away with that ugly part of me
people always talk about the typical thoughts and behaviors of mental disorders but no one ever talks about the constant “is this behavior normal or is it part of my mental illness” questioning