My stress/drama

I met my boyfriend cuz he was dating my friend but they only lasted a week and even then they werent very romantic so I started to like him and he liked me too everyone could tell. Well he wanted to keep me as a friend and not mess up our friendship so he tried to get over me by dating other girls. He dated a girl and she hated me cuz she could tell he liked me her named started with m and I dont wanna name names but yea m made him choose between me and her and he choose me. That was background now hes my boyfriend and he has this friend and I hate her cuz I think she likes him because who wouldnt like him hes everything a good boyfriend should be anyways im really mad because he always talks to her it was like an everyday thing and he would always goof around or joke with her and it just makes me really sad cuz its like flirting right in front of my face and we were arguing and I said something like im not gunna make you choose between us like m did but I feel like im going to have to so I wont be so depresed anymore (side note: alot of other drama has been going on in my life and hes literally my only happpiness well kinda cuz hes making me sad) and he said "I am not going to choose" and it makes me really sad thats like saying you love both of us eaqually and like I love him so much with all my heart but im seriously conflicted about breaking up with him because im living in constant stress and pain and depression and im just really sad and idk what to do

So the "L" in tumblr looks alot like a 1 so is it tumboner??

That awkward moment between being born and dieing