so apparently
They found ‘polyps’ in my throat when they did my Barium swallow test. So now I have to go back and schedule an upper endoscopy. I hate hospitals. I hate the idea of a tube going down my throat. And I am terrified that they may find out more bad news and I won’t be able to sing anymore or something ahhhhh.
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I know for the majority of the world, this is a really simple procedure… but I panic over EVERY little thing, so this is pretty much a massive source of terror for me.