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Staring boredly at the computer, wasting my life away while everyone’s out, drinking their problems away, to things they won’t remember in the morning. 

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5, 9, 23

5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
I answered this one here

9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
Oh, god, all of the moments?? I was pretty horrifyingly incompetent, but I guess the one thing I can’t think of is that one party where I got really drunk, hit on my ex, then blacked out and threw up in the shower, BUT I DON’T REMEMBER IT SO ERR— 

23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
Not really, no.  If I do, it’s only because I felt sick beforehand and the motion made it worse. 

sometimes i wonder if anyone will ever love me as much as me cat does…

i just actually turned down an invitation to a party to stay at home and blog with my cat

These ghetto street urchins have enough time come into my face and insult me for a nose piercing buttttt you don’t have enough time to get a life so….? Idk I feel like your opinion is beyond worthless.

Reasons why most women don’t want you.
Like ever.

I might have blown this practical part of the qualification test but at least I did that with an unnecessary Doctor Who reference

im actually kind of upset about this trip tho i mean im missing so many days ill probably get in trouble and get yelled at for something i cant control and i just wanna curl up and die over stuff like this sometimes sighs

I was just lied to do badly. This is pathetic. I’ve never done this but this is some serious shit and it’s not funny to joke about and I am really hurt. You are going out of my life because frankly you didn’t want to be in it. I just can’t even trust you right now WOW

Some days I feel like I need all the attention in the world and I kind of hate it.

i feel like i’m going to be the single girl who goes out drinking with people three and four years younger than her when all her friends get married and start having kids when i’m in my late twenties

like the single girl that people make romantic movies about

but i won’t find love

i’ll just find more sorrow in empty vodka bottles

predicting my future guys

alcoholism here i come

and last night I went to the football game with friends, but ended up driving to a parking lot and crying alone in my car for a few hours. 

and what made things worse was I know that a friend of mine noticed that I wasn’t well that night. and he knows about me going to the hospital and things. 

and I know it’s selfish and stupid and bratty of me, but I wanted him to check in on me and hug me ask if I was doing alright

and today I was going to try to eat normally but I just purged the soup I had.

and I’m sick which fucking sucks because that means I won’t be better for months. because my body is a piece of shit.

and this rant is fucking pointless.

and I can’t tell if I’ve lost or gained because I look fatter but the scale says thinner but it could be broken. 

ugh

So i’m a little drunk and i know you still sometimes check my tumblr (or i hope you do because otherwise lol this is pathetic)

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Sometimes I hope she never finds me here.

well fuck

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