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5, 9, 23
5: Your favorite adult as a child? (and not your parents, if they were your favorite)
I answered this one here!
9: Most embarrassing moment from your high school years?
Oh, god, all of the moments?? I was pretty horrifyingly incompetent, but I guess the one thing I can’t think of is that one party where I got really drunk, hit on my ex, then blacked out and threw up in the shower, BUT I DON’T REMEMBER IT SO ERR—
23: Do you get motion sickness? Any horror stories?
Not really, no. If I do, it’s only because I felt sick beforehand and the motion made it worse.
i feel like i’m going to be the single girl who goes out drinking with people three and four years younger than her when all her friends get married and start having kids when i’m in my late twenties
like the single girl that people make romantic movies about
but i won’t find love
i’ll just find more sorrow in empty vodka bottles
predicting my future guys
alcoholism here i come
and last night I went to the football game with friends, but ended up driving to a parking lot and crying alone in my car for a few hours.
and what made things worse was I know that a friend of mine noticed that I wasn’t well that night. and he knows about me going to the hospital and things.
and I know it’s selfish and stupid and bratty of me, but I wanted him to check in on me and hug me ask if I was doing alright
and today I was going to try to eat normally but I just purged the soup I had.
and I’m sick which fucking sucks because that means I won’t be better for months. because my body is a piece of shit.
and this rant is fucking pointless.
and I can’t tell if I’ve lost or gained because I look fatter but the scale says thinner but it could be broken.