all i want to do is work. as much as i want time for myself, i can’t do that. i know i’ll sit on my butt and do nothing. i still have time for the gym, though. whenever i’m up early and need 45 minutes to kill (or even more) i head to the gym. only because it makes me feel good. and on weekends, all my family does is party. i swear, as soon as i had my graduation party, there has been some type of drinking/ bbq event with my family, every weekend. it’s like im on some work, gym, and party type of high. it sucks having to work every day for the whole day since i work 2 part time jobs. oh well, cash flow is always good. i just feel like i’m setting myself up for torture or something.. i don’t know. 

So I’m like 15 or something assignments behind in virtual school, yet I’m looking up Mellophone information.

For the first Sunday in a long time, I am not dreading tomorrow. That is because I don’t have to go to work tomorrow. Because I resigned. It feels good.

some things..

1. i cannot afford to be unemployed at the moment

2. my current job is draining my energy, i’m not just physically tired, but emotionally as well

3. i think it is time to become an entrepreneur, put my skills to work

I do not like having to be up this early when I didn’t get home from work until a little after 11:30 PM. But I gotta be to work at 9:00 AM. -_-

who knows what fridays has planned for me for the rest of the week. when all i want is to sleep till twelve, visit dave’s papa, get drunk in whitensville, and go back to the lake with my friends.