“I wish I wasn't constantly in everyone's way. I wish I could be honest. I wish I didn't feel sick all the time. I wish I didn't feel like an object. I wish I could be seen for my brain. I wish I felt important. I wish I knew where I was going. I wish I could be relatable. I wish I was a people person. I wish I didn't depend on others so much. I wish I read more books. I wish I wasn't so selfish. I wish I could see the beauty in everything all the time. I wish I could get inside people's heads. I wish I didn't have emotions. I wish I could do and say anything I wanted. I wish I wasn't so loud. I wish I didn't have to wish for any of this.”