I HATE MATHS.
I have my maths exam tomorrow and I have absolutely no idea what we have been doing all semester. Apparently it’s going to be based around vectors and only vectors. In this term alone I have attended maybe 1 or 2 lessons out of 12. I screwed myself over for this one. Good work Derrick! Somehow I’m going to cram 12 weeks of information in the morning! Let’s just hope the stereotypical saying of ‘asians are good at maths’ magically comes into play tomorrow. HA. Goodluck. I’m going to need a miracle to pass this exam. Let’s just conclude that I am truly and absolutely fucked.
weird that its when i have a crush that i actually notice my asexuality
i guess it kinda makes sense in a way. asexuality makes romantic attraction more complicated (or at least harder to explain), and it sort of makes you analyse it more i guess
maybe i just overanalyse it cos it seems like such an irrational thing and it just doesn’t compute in my vulcan brain
but i guess it’d make actually being in a relationship weird too, at like every stage i’d just be going ‘do i even want this?’ cos i really don’t know
anyway not like its gonna happen look at awkward me and having a crush on a (statistically probably straight) girl lol not going to happen
but do terms like ‘straight’ even apply in an asexual relationship? i mean the line between friends and non-sexual romantic relationships is just a massive blur
idk its late why am i teling you this tumblr just posting this has made it into a Thing and immediately completely overstated its importance