Is it bad that the only thing that bothers me when I think about moving out and in with my grandma is that I will miss my dogs too much? Even though I’m pissed at my parents I’m kind of scared of their reaction. They’re going to be devastated. It’s so stressful living with them though. They lecture me about saving money but then borrow money from me and/or ask me to buy things for them. My grandmas house is 20 minutes closer to work. I wouldn’t have chores and no one would care about how late I was out or how much I wasn’t home. And most of all no one would be taking money that I need. Michelle could come whenever along with Barkley, who cannot come to my house because of my dogs. I could go see her whenever because no questions would be asked about where I was going.
sigghhh i really wanna fuck a boy he’s cute and funny and outgoing and charming and flirty but he also acts like a dick and pulls girls in front of me and talks about dickish misogynistic things with his mates in front of me too :(( also like so many boys my age he is apparently on a Quest to Avoid All Commitment
once he was getting with a girl right in front of me possibly on purpose so I got with a guy at the same time. He didn’t seem to care except when he was going to the smoking area he walked past us and he stopped for a minute and looked at me with a strange hurt look on his face (?!!!) before walking past. I got a bit worried I’d fucked up the potential of anything happening with him by doing that but eurghhhh what does he expect me to do, stand around and watch whilst he gets off with other girls? or cry? literally wtf I don’t wanna watch that shit I have my own life to get on with and I am allowed to get with other guys we’re not in a fucking relationship! I don’t even know him that well! jeez, fucking boys they do my head in i don’t get them AT ALL?
