Apparently no one is getting my asks because Tumblr likes to see me suffer. Thanks.

Can I be close to you?

This song, is so so so so beautiful. Its so so amazing. What even?

I actually can’t comprehend how much work I have to finish in the next few days.

I’d go back to the time where I broke up with Korey and not do that.

Then again the only things I think about when I look back at our relationship was the happy times.

Then I think of all the bad parts and it ALMOST makes me glad I did it.

I miss him, and then other times I don’t. I miss how he made me feel invincible, like I was the most beautiful girl in the world. (which obviously I’m not, but still.) and that just means a lot to me. That someone I cared about actually felt that way about me. It would have been nice if everything wasn’t moving so fast, I’m sure we’d still be together. But then I remember, I’d be number 16. That’s gross. I’d also have to put up with baby mama drama. Which just isn’t fun. I don’t know anymore.

But SHIT. I wish I didn’t do it so fast. But I was so scared. I felt like we were moving too fast. like I was going to lose all my fun years, and automatically jump into this couple(married) life when I’m 18!

Later on, that would be fucking fantastic, having a guy care so much about me, and always want to be with me.

Although, I know for a fact he’d never take me back again, and I don’t blame him. I’m an emotional WRECK. Like, seriously. I’m never happy, I’m always cranky, I’m a bitch, etc. I’ll never be able to be in a serious relationship without getting scared unless I get some serious help (which I’m in the process of doing right now, actually. ha.) I’ve hurt him far too many times for me to be selfish and want him to want me back. That’s just not going to happen. I’m NOT going to hurt him again. That’s not fair to him. Or anybody, like his mom. I seriously felt so bad that night because I remembered his MOM. How she believed us, that our love was true (it was btw) and then I got scared. Oh god she must hate me now. laskdjfa fuck. :[ :[ :[ this just made me super sad all the sudden. not cool.

Then again, I might just be rambling right now…. So ignore this. :]

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I imagine Akihiko is so socially awkward that he can be pretty corny

so I totally just imagined him singing Call Me Maybe to Minako

it’s just fuck he gives me so many feelings

I was reading the comments on March of the Witch Hunters and accidentally spoiled the book for myself

I just woke up and I had a spider on my arm and now it’s itchy.

You might have noticed he’s a little crazy.

But the good way, right?  He’s so lame it’s almost cute.

Ah ha ha wrong.  Usually, maybe.  But he has times—triggers usually random, but some specific—where he just goes off.

His crazy times aren’t scary like Jim’s, like run-the-fuck-away scary, they’re more ‘creepy’ because they’re so different from his usual.  He starts talking to the voices in his head, tells them to ‘go away’ most often, will sometimes spend several hours curled around himself in the fetal position trying to block out whatever they say to him.

It’s not a terribly frequent occurrence, but it gets more frequent as time passes.

Eventually, he’ll actually go insane and end up locked in a hospital somewhere.