2012년1월19일.

Wow. I don’t even know when was the last time I sluffed so much. I haven’t touched my Psychology book for almost 2 weeks and I still haven’t done any assignments and homework for this week. I’m unmotivated as ever. This is bad lol. I think I’m going to attempt to study now, wish me luck!

I have to practice an hour everyday until area. Ugh.

Midterms ought to just be called “Wake up, idiot! You’re totally blowing it.” #honestyinlabeling

I should be working on my logo assignments in class right now, but there are less than ten minutes left and I feel like my mind is somewhere else. I can’t concentrate and I just haven’t felt motivated to enjoy anything I do. Dance last night was a nice break from my worries but I didn’t have enough energy to fully retain any of the choreography. As for class right now, I just don’t feel like finishing things at the moment. I wish I could be somewhere else, hoping things will be okay but I’m pretty distant from the situation. These days it’s getting more difficult to smile when you’re worried but I got to do my best to hold my ground and be strong, not only for me but for the others in my life as well.

“I crawled back into bed and pulled the sheet over my head. But even that didn't shut out the light, so I buried my head under the darkness of the pillow and pretended it was night. I couldn't see the point of getting up. I had nothing to look forward to.”

—The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath

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2012년1월19일.

“I crawled back into bed and pulled the sheet over my head. But even that didn't shut out the light, so I buried my head under the darkness of the pillow and pretended it was night. I couldn't see the point of getting up. I had nothing to look forward to.”