So I've done a spot of googleing.
Apparently Odin of Norse mythology was said to have wandered among the humans as a character called ‘The Wanderer’. He is also described to wear a travelling cloak, which this picture could show.
Now a Valkyrie is also part of Norse mythology and is a figure who decides which soldiers are to die in battle and which survive. She is said to bring the chosen to the afterlife hall of the slain, Valhalla, ruled over by the god Odin. This makes me think, therefore, that the card was Odin telling Tamsin that Bo was one of those chosen by Odin to be taken to Valhalla and Tamsin is the one who has to take her.
Oh, You Did Not. || Izzie & Meredith
Getting into work, Meredith ran to her patients’ room. She had been paged an hour early into work because her patient was having trouble breathing and was slowly losing conscience, and they had no idea what was happening. Once that was covered, she headed for the residents lounge to change in her scrubs and get ready for the day, unhappy about the fact that she had lost an hour of sleep. Then grabbing coffee with Derek, they share breakfast at the cafeteria before their first patient consult of the day. And while eating, she feels her pager buzzing against her stomach. Sighing, hoping it’s not the same patient who is crashing again, she takes a look at it and frowns, seeing Izzie’s number. “It’s Izzie…” she says, looking up at Derek. “I’ll see you later,” he says, getting up and bending over the table to leave a kiss on her lips before she heads away. Wondering why Izzie paged her, Meredith makes her way to the room she was paged to, a conference room on the second floor, and pushing the door open, she’s about to ask for Izzie and ask her what she wants, but she stops in the doorway at what she sees. Dresses. Tons and tons of big, poofy, white wedding dresses. “What the hell?!” is all that comes out of her mouth.
Chapter 14 - Uh Oh!
Yesterday was pretty crazy… After I tripped over my mask I got scared. I was afraid that Chris knew…
I’d asked him over and over where he got it from but he wouldn’t say. I tried coming at him calmer and he finally told me. He said he’d got it from the club. It belonged to one of the strippers there and that one night she was in the dressing room all alone she left her mask. He took it and was going to give it back to her but she never showed back up.
All I kept thinking was I am such a dumb ass. I said I’d never get dressed there and that’s probably the night I did. I’m so stupid! He said he didn’t see her face but I still felt stupid… I didn’t even know my mask was missing. It was probably because I hadn’t been back to work in a while. I tried to get him to give me the mask but he didn’t want to. I told him that I was really good friends with her and that I will make sure she knew who had it. He contemplated on whether to give it to me but he finally did. He wanted to go with me to give it to her but I told him no because she’s a really private person. He snatched the mask from me and said I can’t have it back until I say he’s to him coming with me… Ugh!
So after telling him yes I was even more scared. I couldn’t help but think how the fuck am I going to be able to do this without getting caught?! While I was sitting there worrying Chris was still in the mood to act like my teacher so we went back to that room he set up. I was so afraid of the whole situation… I decided to let him get all my worries out of my head and teach. Come to find out he was hype on teaching me how to twerk… Now I know he knows I’m a good twerker cause all the times I twerked on him at the club he always got hard. We still had a twerk sesh though. He really believes he’s the leader on the twerk team… All I did was roll my eyes at him. He did teach me how to do the hip movements. He showed me his secret move too. It was really sexy and I knew he caught me blushing when he did it. He said when the time is right he WILL use it on me one day. I just laughed. After all of that I decided to be a bad student and roll up a few blunts and smoked them. He smoked it with me and for the rest of the night we talked. With me being so lifted and above cloud 9 I told him that if he was my teacher back in high school I wouldn’t get good grades in his class on purpose. He’d have to talk to me about my grade then I’d fuck the shit outta him. He laughed and said he wish he was my teacher cause he’d like to see that happen.
Yesterday was pretty cool. When I woke up this morning in the guest room, I jumped in the shower and got clean. As soon as I got out my phone rang so I hurried to answer it. Scar was calling. The mask popped back up in my head again and I had the perfect idea! I searched around for my clothes bag in the room and realized I left it at the front door. So I walked downstairs in a towel and my phone in hand.
“Scar I need you to do something for me…”
“Anything Ronnie… What is it?” As I was about to answer I felt someone bump into me. I assumed I was Chris and just kept walking but when I heard that voice I knew there was going to be some problems…
“Why the fuck are you here?!” I laughed… This bitch. “Aye Scar… Baby girl, ima have to call you back.” She already knew why, “Okay. Keep your face clean you’re coming to work with me tonight.”
I smiled. That’s my Scar! I hung up and turned to look at Kae. Her arms were crossed. I giggled and shook my head making it to the front door and grabbing my bag. “Bitch did you hear me?!”
I laughed and walked past her. She pushed me, “I’m talking to you bitch!”
I nodded. This bitch gonna get murked… I turned around. “Look heffa… Two options, you gonna stop putting your hands on me and stop talking shit… Or I’m going to go upstairs and get dressed. Come down here and murk your ass. Which one you want? Cause you pushing it… I don’t let no bitch push me.”
She smiled and was about to push me when Chris grabbed her hand. I nodded, “You made your fucking decision…” Chris grabbed my arm before I walked away, “No… This needs to stop right now.”
I looked at her and crossed my arms, “It hasn’t even started yet. It’ll start when I murk this bitch.”
It got quiet. Kae snapped her finger in front of Chris’ face. I looked up at him and he was staring down at me. He licked his lips and cleared his throat, “Um… Your not murking anyone. And Kae you need to stop before I end up not being there and she does murk your ass. What did me fucking say? We’re friends right?” She looked like a sad puppy. “I know baby. But why is this bitch in your house with just a towel on?”
“Cause she took a shower?”
“She walked out with nothing on purpose babe…”
“Bitch what the fuck am I supposed to do? Walk down here naked? I needed clothes.” I put my bag up and rolled my eyes.
Chris must’ve been paying attention to everything cause he paused again. “See… You got feelings for this bitch?”
I looked up at Chris… You wanna prove yourself? Nows the time… He knew exactly what I meant with my look too… I decided to just go upstairs and let Chris say whatever he had to say to her…
Man… I didn’t think I would prove it to her this early but here I go…
“Kae… To tell you the truth… I do. Veronica is a cool girl. She’s just like me. We get along, we like the same things, and she treats me different. She tries to change me for the better. She makes me feel special. I’m sorry Kae… I just don’t feel the same way I used to about you…”
She had tears running down her face… I didn’t feel the same way I felt when she cried and she now knew that. It was true… I was really into Veronica and everyday I spent with her the connection got stronger and stronger.
I looked up at Kae and now she looked angry. “What?”
“You’re not breaking up with me… I don’t give a fuck what you say. We will never end.”
She looked demonic right about now…. Umm. “I will kill her Chris. I know people…”
I raised my eyebrow, “What the fuck Kae? Back up with all that. You funny.”
“We aren’t over chris. So tell that bitch upstairs… Good fucking luck cause she’s never going to have you.”
I rolled my eyes and walked away, “Fuck out my house with that crazy shit bruh…”
I walked up the stairs and she was talking shit but I ignored her. I walked into the guest room and Vee was already dressed with her bag in hand. “Where you goin?”
“Come on… I ain’t playin.”
“Let me come with you.”
She shook her head. “Were having a girl talk. No boys allowed sorry.”
I texted Tyga and he said he was at Scar’s. I smirked, “Tyga’s there right now… Where you goin?”
She shook her head and tried to walk past me. She looked up at me and rolled her eyes, “Can you move?”
I shook my head, “Tell me where you’re going.”
“No. Now move.”
“Tell me and I’ll let you go.”
She put her hand on my dick and squeezed, “Move.”
I nodded and moved out the way. She let me go and ran down the stairs. I tried to catch up to her but she made it over to her car and Kae had stopped me. What this bitch want?! Damn it…
Psssssshhh I ain’t going no where but home! Nah I gotta get ready for work and shit… I dialed up Scar, “Never mind baby cakes. I escaped… You goin to work tonight?”
“Aight. See ya there.”
Of course Joaquin made me give Chris a damn private dance again… Every fucking time he’s here he always tries to talk to me. If I said one thing he’d know it was me… I just know he would judge so I always keep my mouth shut.
“I see Veronica end up giving you your mask without me?”
I nodded, “Mhmmmm.”
“I really wanted to see what you look like.”
I rolled my eyes and walked up to him to start dancing but he stopped me. “When you gonna speak?”
I looked down and shook my head. He sat down and sat me on his lap.
He nodded, “Aight… Well. This is gonna be my last dance…” I looked up at him confused.
“There’s this girl…”
I smiled. “She’s really cool… I’m trying to prove myself to her ya know? I mean she’s sooooo bad. You’re bad too… But she’s hella bad. That girl makes me want to change. No she is changing me. I even tried to fucking break up with my girl today but that bitch told me no! What the fuck! You can’t break up with me Chris! She can’t have you. Your mine.”
He was imitating her. I couldn’t help but giggle. He looked into my eyes and was about to speak. I got up and turned around. Shit… He grabbed my hand and tried to hand me money but I gave it back to him and shook my head. I walked out super fast and went to the dressing room. I sat on one of the chairs and put my head in my hands. Fuck… I hope he didn’t figure it out.
That giggle… Veronica? Was that her giggle? No… It couldn’t be. Ha of course not. She would never be a stripper… She’s too good for that.
I decided to just call her real quick. Just to see what she was up to and shit. After I dialed her I heard a phone go off. I tried moving closer to the sound but Scar stopped me. “Hey Scar Wassup.”
“Chris.” She just stood there. What the hell? The phone was still going off. I tried to move around Scar and she stopped me again, “Have you seen Ty?”
I shook my head, “Na ma… Excuse me though.” The phone stopped ringing and she let me go. “Bye Chris.” I shook my head and turned around to head out. That was Veronica’s ringtone… It had to be. She changed her ringtone to Dance by Big Sean after we had our little twerk session yesterday… Weird…
Scar ran in. “That was fucking close!”
“Hey!” She covered her mouth, “Sorry.” I nodded, “What happened?”
“Chris heard your phone going off!” I widened my eyes, “What?!”
She nodded, “Yeah. He was headed over here but I stopped him.” I got up and hugged her, “Thank you so much Scar baby!” She nodded and hugged me back.
“No problem. That was a close one though.”
I nodded, “Yeah. I have a feeling he’s catching on.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Cause I giggled in the private rooms and he looked me right in my eyes. Like he was trying to see if it was actually me or not. I was paranoid.”
She nodded, “I would’ve been too. What did you giggle about?”
“He was imitating Kae.”
She smiled, “Oh really?”
I nodded, “Yeah…”
“You still not accepting his money?” I nodded.
“When are you going to tell him Ron?”
“Never. He will judge me.”
She shook her head, “No Veronica…”
I shrugged, “Iono… He doesn’t need to know…”
“He deserves to. He’s trying really hard.” I shook my head, “Not hard enough.”
She sighed. “He hasn’t proved it to me yet Scar.”
“Okay Ronnie… Either tell him or stop leading him on though. He really does like you. Anybody can see that. I mean you said you overheard him breaking up with her… Right? So obviously that’s something right there.”
I nodded, “I know… I need more though.”
“How much you gonna need? When he decides to give up on you cause you won’t at least give him a try? He’s perfect for you. I mean he was there for you when you cried that night right? He’s capable to love you. You and I both know it. But you’re so fucking scared…”
I clenched my jaw… “Fuck you Scar! I ain’t scared of shit!”
“Then tell him! Tell him you feel the same way!!”
I shook my head as I let a tear fall down my face… “It’s not that fucking easy… You don’t understand. People love you. Me? Ha! I’ve never seen love. You’re the only person I’ve ever trusted. It’s not easy scar it’s just not…”
I couldn’t deal with it anymore. I got up and ran out. I went to my car and sped off.
“Chris…” It sounds like she was crying… Fuck what happened?
“Yeah baby what’s up? You okay?”
“I need you.”
I nodded, “Okay. I’ll be there in a min.”
“No problem. Wipe those tears though. I don’t wanna see them when I get there.”
I hung up and turned my car around. To Veronica’s I go.
I could never tell him I like him back… I’d rather never be in love than suffer heartbreak. He might be trying hard but it doesn’t matter in the end… I will never say yes to him. He will hurt me I just know it.
Being in his arms was so comforting… I wish it could be like this forever… I just can’t trust he won’t hurt me. He hurts Kae… What’s so different about me?
I can feel it coming soon. Her feelings for me are mutual I just know it. She’s just scared. But it’s okay. I’ve got her. She’ll be mine soon.