...into the night
the world grew dark
and every cloud
settled to rest
upon her house
while the angels
watched from above
she restlessly tossed
from side to side
as unending streams
of infinite thoughts
started flowing
through her sleepless soul
her hands experiencing
an exhausted state
rested beside
her feminine shape
while the fingers
they clasped upon
a long lost love
while her eyes looked
to the motionless sky
trying to catch
a flying dream…
*trying to fall asleep*
- Me: i'm cold
- Me: i'm hot
- Me: i hate life
- Me: i love life
- Me: ugh school tomorrow
- Me: i didn't do my math homework
- Me: this is a good song
- Me: i have to tweet this now
- Me: this would make a great tumblr post
- Me: *stomach growls*
- Me: *stomach hurts*
- Me: i need to text her back
- Me: i'm thirsty
- Me: why are you so stupid
- Me: why are you so flawless
Late night thoughts.
Lying in bed trying to fall asleep but my mind is thinking too much.Thinking about things I should’ve done or could’ve done. About things that I could’ve said. Things that I could change if I had done something. Overthinking about every little thing I’ve done. All the little things throughout the day. What I did, what I’m gonna do, and what I should’ve done.
I figured out the only way I can get myself to go to sleep is to take four pain killers, two sleep aid pills, drink a bottle of water, take my normal medication after that, and by that time I’d be out in minutes. oh, and the ceiling fan has to be on high, the a/c on full blast too, and two blankets on me before I’m knocked out, because if I don’t I’ll wake up a bit later scrounging around for a blanket because I’m too cold by that time. Maybe it’s the summer, but I’m always wanting to sleep if I don’t sleep at night it’ll seem like I’m dead during the day, falling unconscious every chance I get. But this is the last summer before everyone leaves for college, gotta go to bed and be ready for all the crazy shenanigans we’ll do the next day.
