“Self is what you are. You are That Fathomlessness in which experience and concepts appear. Self is the moment which has no coming or going. It is the Heart, Atman, Emptiness. It shines to Itself, by Itself, in Itself. Self is what gives breath to life, you need not search for it. It is Here. You are That through which you would search. You are what you are looking for! And That is all it is. Only Self is.”
—Papaji
To her,
I can’t believe this happened. I’m so mad at myself and the whole situation and I never wanted to make the choice I had to, today. I feel like I made the right choice, and it probably would be good for us to get space now, to get over our feelings for each other and truly move on with our lives. But I just can’t believe that we are leaving this off with my blubbering on the phone to you and a couple angry texts after the fact.
I will be counting the days until we get back to school. I want to start again with you, be friends again.
I need you in my life, and I think you need me too.
I love you with all of my heart and will keep you in good thoughts. It’s all up to you, and I understand either way. But please at least think about it. Three months is a long time.
Goodbye for now and good luck,
Me
