I dreamt about you last night. I think the last time I did that was a year ago. I guess the mind and the heart never forgets it’s first love..
I miss you, Adam. And even though it’s been three years since we broke up, I still love you. It’s probably stupid since I don’t even know the man you’ve become, but I love the person you were back then. Not a day goes by where I’m not thankful for the influence you had in my life. I wouldn’t know God or my friends if it wasn’t for you. So thank you. Thank you for taking that risk of dating an atheist and telling me about your faith. I’m sorry for making you stumble, but it all worked out for the good, didn’t it? I wish I knew what God has done in your life these past few years. I hope He continues to bless you and I pray that one day you’ll find a Proverbs 31 woman that will love you as much as I did, if not more..
It was then that I first noticed you; and almost simultaneously it was then that I started to believe that you had the vision and determination to do great things. I had never really heard of you, before, but what you said that night made me admire and despise you at the same time. I guess you lit a fire under me, and I spent a good amount of my term with that standard in mind.
I despised you, only because you had achieved something so great, that I felt quite small..and yet, of course, I chose you and I have not regretted it one bit. Every single time, you proved you were indeed the right choice. You delivered..no half-assed excuses or complaints.
Until now, you continue to challenge me, without even trying to. You’re not deliberately setting the bar for me or anyone else, you’re merely following your passions and by doing so, you blaze a trail forward -one that I can only hope to find my own footsteps in, when I look back.
Because of that feeling, and only that feeling, I will continue to be right behind you one way or another.
Salamat. Saludo ako sa iyo.