I don't have what it takes.
And I suppose there’s nothing wrong with that. That is if I’m looking at the big picture. There are other things that I have a better chance of succesfully completing. It just sort of sucks that it can’t be this thing I’ve set out to do. I’m going to finish no matter how little of a success it will be, so that in of itself is a bit of a victory. But all in all I think I’m gonna rule this particular try a failure. It’s time to move on to something else. Something else completely.