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Peter Bjorn And John

Peter Bjorn and John | The Chills

Your tongue is sharp
but I miss the taste of it
You said time heals
there’s not enough of it

“When I am gone, you will all have this to ponder and maybe realize why I did what I did. A little push in front of other kids is a very big deal, particularly when you know it's gonna happen to you every single day, every single day, every single day, you are almost relieved when it actually happens. You are always waiting, waiting for the next attack. They don't just hurt kids, they make you hurt yourself. I cant take two more years of this, and the more they call me the mad bomber, the more they are scaring themselves. They dont know what am capable of, they dont know what I can do, and then there's the sanctuary of home sweet home. So, the play, yes Mr. do-gooder, why does he even bother? Doesn't he know its already too late? Sometimes I see the way things could've been, I just wish I could be the person she thinks I am. Kids can be the most ruthless people in the world. They can just be supernaturally cruel. You've got to be a man! Be a man! BE A MAN! Sometimes you just wanna cry. Sometimes hate is the only real thing in the world. You can stop loving someone, but hate seems to go on forever. People respect hate. It speaks, it vibrates. Some people don't even need a gun to hurt you. They use words or laughter. They enjoy watching you bleed to death. They get off watching you fighting back the tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry, and they give you a name: Trashcan, pizzaface, loser, faggot, loser, weirdo, spaz, retard. You know the name does something to you. It changes who you are, it alters your molecules and one day you wake up and you look in the mirror and you don't recognize yourself anymore, because you believe them. They win you lose. You wanna cry, please leave me alone, but nobody listens, because nobody cares, because you don't have a name anymore because they took it away, and then one day they say that name and you hear something go snap. You realize what you gotta do, you gotta take back your name and you've gotta do it in front of the whole school because that's where they took your name away from you. You gotta do it so every kid will remember. This is about justice and after a while you can only think of one way: Jonesboro, Springfield, Paducah, Columbine, a gun, a bomb, instant justice, Ba-bang! But what a rush when they roll out that yellow tape, miles and miles of yellow tape. They won't have enough when I'm finished. So when these hallways are flooded with rivers of blood, when these hallways are choked with their corpses in body bags you all say oh what a tragedy, oh what a tragedy, but possibly after viewing my tapes, you wont be so quick to judge. Maybe that's why I was put in this earth. So consider this my last will and testament. ”

—Trevor Adams - Bang Bang You’re Dead (2002)

Me Blue October and Him

I can’t believe this is happening to me. And I raised my hand as if to show you that I was yours. That I was so yours for the taking. I’m so yours for the taking. And thats when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up. These words to say and then you kissed me…-18th floor Balcony

And I’m way too strong, I work my ass off all day long And I’m gone for months at a time, When you keep sitting there, and lying, bitching, “come back home.” I hate you, hate you, god! And then you came back home, And filed for another fucking divorce I’m sick of trying I’m sick of you instead ‘cause I’m not sick, dope in my head Any other man in America can get screwed just like me. Ya…-Any Man in America

I dreamt you seduced me Just to walked away I dreamt you inspired Then rewired what I say I dreamt you spread your bottom wings And pulled me to the bed But then I woke up feeling nauseous You danced around my head…- Been Down

I only want to see If you’re okay when I’m not around Asking if you love me? I love the way you make it sound Calling you to see Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile I will keep calling you to see If you’re sleeping, are you dreaming If you’re dreaming, are you dreaming of me I can’t believe you actually picked me…- Calling You

You’ll think you’ll use me But I’m stronger than you You take my money, but it’s useless When you see what I do to you And now I see you, oh ‘Cause your back’s against the wall And finally you’re mine…- Dirt Room

But the heart was tossed with a black laced chain And with these hands that i write with And the ode that i live by you know i will never be with you And do you ever wonder How hard you hit you broke my thunder And do you ever wonder…-Do You Ever Wonder

Let me start with I’ve let you go But you don’t get it, though Politely I’ve asked you to leave, But still you follow…-Drama Everything

Delay the hurtful words Of complicated overcast Please take the message that I’m Picking up my chin at last I said my confidence It gets stronger when you’re next to me But we pray from miles away In quest for what we long to be…-Everlasting Friend

So take this heart of mine You’ve taken it a hundred thousand times But this time, this time, I’m gonna take it with me I see the door close down behind you I watch your face turn from glow to straight grey I see the moon go up and it shines this glory on my face…Feel Again(Stay)

I’m treading for my life believe me (How can I keep up this breathing) Not knowing how to think I scream aloud, begin to sink My legs and arms are broken down With envy for the solid ground I’m reaching for the life within me How can one man stop his ending I thought of just your face Relaxed, and floated into space…-Into The Ocean

I lost a piece of me in you; I think I left it in your arms. I forget the reasons I got scared, But remember that I cared quite a lot…-It’s Just Me

And I could only dream of you and sleep, but I’d never see sunlight again. I can try to be with you, but somehow I’ll end up just losing a friend. I can only reach for you, Relate to you. I’m losing my friend…-My Never

Listen, I’ll be as honest as I feel I feel like I’m getting more paranoid Cuz I’m hearing things and they never turn out real It feels like my heart is made of pure steel It just feels so heavy all the time I’m scared of death, I’m scared of living Shit, I gave up on the past cuz it’s unforgiving I misplaced my trust I watch my word begin to rust I’m that balloon about to bust I need a place for reliving, still…-Picking Up The Pieces

I’m sick of standing in your line So now you’ll have to take it take this to heart I will never let you fuck me over Stop talking down to me your war is old your game is over So here’s my colder shoulder…-Say It

Now close your eyes its’ getting dark and the highways clear No sign of life from front to rear Its just you my dear On the ride home We’re going home…-She’s My Ride Home

You’re too scared, Scared of all of it I get that feeling I’m talking to the wall Can you hear me at all? My world was shaking, my mind was quaking, my heart kept breaking I threw it against the wall Can anyone feel me at all?! Can you tell me what have I done so wrong… to you Tell me what am I supposed to do I’ve got a feeling, you’re falling out of love with me Tell me who am I supposed to be…-Should Be Loved

So rest assured I have the key to every opening, To every wishing well that’s deep enough to dream. (dream) I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is When earth collides with all the space between…(yeah)…-Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down

Show me, show me arms that reach for all we can be Through understanding, I tried forgiveness, I faced the past, it’s what I witnessed Why do I only feel the chills when I’m with you? I only hear your words that you say are true But you keep thinking it over, thinking it over, You can catch me if you wanted to, oh…-The Chills

You’re everything i ever want to be the only thing i ever need to know i’d wait for you till time lay down to sleep and i’d sneak across the world to let her know…-The Follow Through

now i’m shouted out you gotta hear me can you end this now i’m tired of waiting you don’t get the point and you don’t get control and we both have a chance if you just let go…-The Getting Over It Part

you win i never wanted to play what was meant to screw me up but i see you’re in to playing it makes me feel sorry for the way you like displaying it and how the truth has really told you are betraying it i gotta say i don’t think i ever felt you hold us up were you embarrassed by me? its something i’m gonna have to pay for but honesty shoulda been the one true way to start again just be straight with yourself and love goes unspoken instead of always broken but honestly if your heart decides to feel again…-The Honesty

And while I wait for wounds to heal I see you by the window sil, your heart’s torn out a plastic spoon when honesty lit up that room so I stole the pillowcase to clean this mess I’ve made of someones dream. Now you’ve seen what I’ve done…-Weight Of The World

It’s like a last chance For a first dance You’re a sunrise Can’t somehow exist I would meet you Would you meet me…-What If We Could

I never knew you till you left me with the crying disease Another curing, reassuring way to buckle the knees So mistreated, I repeated Never blessing your sneeze Now deleted and defeated I will stand on my own Yeah your memory that punches me has broken the bone Give me recipes for sorry I’m admitting I’m wrong Still your memory that punches me has broken the bone…-X-Amount Of Words

There’s some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, and then I’m drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin It’s the feeling I get My palms with sweat Like some kind of daydream I’ll never forget I’m stuck in this spin Why does it begin By touching the edge of her skin…-You Make Me Smile