We all have that one person, in our life, that we wish we didn’t need. That person we wish we could take not talking to in a day or week. That person we wish we could afford not to see. That one freak we wish we didn’t meet. That somebody we wish we didn’t care about. But we just do. No matter how hard we try to avoid them or ignore their existence, they just keep running in our mind because we know, we need them. And we are never complete without them.
Imagine: Harry has been away on tour for months, and it has been really hard to talk to him because of time differences. You are really starting to miss him and everyday that goes by you are feeling sadder and sadder, but you don’t want to tell Harry that because you don’t want to make him upset. One day he texts you asking for you to call him, you call him 3 times no answer you start to get worried you call him a 4th time and you hear his ringtone down stairs, you walk down the stairs confused and when you get to the bottom you stop in shock, harry is standing there with a big bunch of roses. You ask why is he here? what about tour??? And he replies, I could tell you missed me and were upset we have a few days off so I hopped on a plane and came back for you.
There are times when you just don’t understand yourself. Like, you are so upset and you don’t want to talk to anyone but you want someone to ask you what the hell is going on. You hate the world and how everything is fucked up but you still want to give it a chance and fix it. You want to shout it all out but you don’t wanna be heard. Yes, it’s really weird. But it happens sometimes.