Dream on

I enjoy going through Craigslist and looking at apartments that I know Mike and I can’t afford because we work dumb retail jobs and we are broke. Broke broke broke. After almost 3 years of looking for a place to live, we hate everything. Maybe we are picky, but dang, its not our fault every apartment or house for rent in this city is lame. I want to move out already and bug mike all the time with Ripley and Gypsy as my pet sidekicks. Plus, if I move out that means I’ll have even less money. The less money I have, the less ill go out to eat. The less I go out to eat, The more weight i loose. Win win.

Everyone's already choosing what building they're gonna live in next year.

And I’m just here like

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For those of you going to the premiere of The Dark Knight Rises tonight:

Think of me,

alone in my room,

looking at the movie poster,

wearing a batman mask,

and crying.

FUCK YOU COLLEGE, FUCK YOU!

why.. why must you be so freaking expensive? really 90 grand to get an education? at a STATE SCHOOL.

you have got to be kidding me..

I am applying to 5 colleges and this is the average it’s going to cost me, $75,341.70

that is just the fucking average.

I am poor. My family is poor. I have a twin brother. My parents have to pay for college for 2 kids at one time.

I just need to accept the fact that I am not going to college and I will just become a hooker or stripper.

Words cannot explain

How terribly I want to go to friggin Summerbash this weekend. I mean.. it’s just across the lake. I could swim there.

I hate money.

And the lack of it in my life.

:’(

no awolnation for me </3

omg i really want an
“i believe in sherlock holmes” shirt ughhhhhhh i wish i wasnt poor.

Called up Arcadia again, got an answer, now know what’s going on with that money I owe them.

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So apparently it might take a year before we move, and even if we do. Ugh. sjdhfjkhsdfsdf

OKAY!

I’VE GOT SOME MONEY BORROWED FROM A FRIEND

I DON’T HAVE TO STARVE

PRAISE THE LORD

I was really beat up over this. I want to eat healthy and clean but when you only have like 3 bucks in your pocket you consider living off instant spaghetti sinCE ONE PACK OF SIX APPLE IS ALREADY LIKE 1.50 EUROS AND I HAVE TO SURVIVE THE NEXT 10 DAYS SOMEHOW THANK YOU VERY MUCH

But now I’ve got some money and can eat real food, I’m going to cry

Ah, I didn’t pass my driving test - one stupid mistake. But I think I’d rather make that mistake than accidentally crash into someone. 

Oh well. Hopefully I can get a new try next week. (because if I don’t, it will be almost September until I can retry asdfgh)

BUT! I did finish the patterns for Hubert! Yessssss. Only, the fabric I have for the coat is one shade too light and all the fabric dyes cost about 9,90. I’m that 90 cent short oTL SO YEAH that kind of bothers me more than not passing the test.

what the shit the bill’s due in two days i don’t even get notifications ugh i’m going to have bad credit score in the future as a working adult.

Watching old Fanime videos just makes me more despressed that I wont be going this year

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Wow. I really hate the way I spend money. I don’t hate myself for it, though. Perhaps I should, but what good would that do? I would still continue spending money the way I do now. Only I’d hate myself for it.

I have just realized that I have way to much to do this month. guess I’ll be poor this summer…

I just ate dry oatmeal…

I literally have no money left and that’s the only thing in my kitchen right now

Only 11 more days, no idea how I am going to survive

i wish i could go to metrocon

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