I have been thinking
Maybe there is something internally wrong with me. Maybe all of the relationships I have had, and people I have shut down while talking aren’t the ones that had the problem. Maybe it is me… I know I have attachment issues and I have a tendency to jump in quick, but maybe there is more to the picture. I am the crazy ex that people talk about? I am the reason things don’t work out? I just feel like maybe I am looking for something that no one can give me and that isn’t out there. Maybe I have to high of expectations from people. I have never really pinpointed things back on myself before or really thought that it could possibly be me, but it may just be me. Argghhh:/ I just need someone. I am just really lonely and I don’t know what to do… I feel like I am forcing things and it is only making it worse, but I don’t know what else to do. All of my friends are pairing up and I am stuck being the lone ranger. Do I deserve to be the lone ranger?