Emphasis
I always stand when he does,
We pretend not to see things,
But watching, with secret eyes,
I did anything to make you mine.
None are equivalent to this muse,
And on and on it goes, little heart,
While I watched in awe,
Unsmothered by time.
You are the most beautiful thing I had ever found.
Yet, I hid my face when you turned,
And shied away when you reached for my hand.
Sometimes I try to imagine myself going to sleep again,
Yet in your arms.
I’m not going to worry if we share the air we breathe.
No reason to wake up,
But I guess I said it quietly,
While nestled in your arms.
My fingertips leave droplets of ink on your chest.
I’ll sigh, hum and sing,
Tracing your skin,
Chasing away your demons and other burdens,
Taking you to a new home,
Sheltering my thoughts the whole way.
This is one of the few things I like about myself,
While lying in your arms,
Without trying to criticize you.
But I am emphasizing the fact that i find you intriguing.
For me, its almost a dream.
Where do my memories begin?
Everything delicate about you,
Strong as you pretend to be,
You’re something so fragile.
I never did forget.
I wrote it on paper,
A personal connection to something more.
I’m often lost in different worlds,
Yet here we are, like we were always meant to be.
Yet I still taste the traitorous salt in your tears.
Then suddenly,
You stop them in their steps.
Still, you treat them like raindrops.
Your fingers cannot quite weave with mine.
You know I do not shiver from the cold,
But from our plans.
My heart is beating with furiosity,
A different emotion when your voice is low.
I know the feeling,
The feeling that makes you write.
My heart skipped in mid-beat,
As your words etched into my skin,
Shaping me back into the pretty girl,
I thought I’d never see again.
-HelenaKendal
Ode To Cannabis
Nature’s gift of relief
A human’s stairway
To the overcast sky
You gotta struggle for some time
If you ever wanna be high.
To earn that relief
The privilege to inhale smoke
From the world’s gift
To her children.
You must reach within her
And take what she has given.
Mighty Ms. Mary
Oh, she is sweet.
Enhancing my senses
Relaxing my mind
Diminishing my defenses
Music is deeper, and fuller
My appetite increases tenfold
Food is more flavorful
Each taste is more worth savoring
Masses of endorphins releasing
Enhancing my touch
With any sexual contact I’ve been craving.
I’m less violent
And dismal.
More willing, and sensible.
Able to sleep,
The relief of happiness
And elation from all grievances
Through this smoke
And these clouds
I’ve walked through the great rains
And I’ve felt each drop on my skin
Before it even began to fall
The tingle of blood pumping through my veins
I feel it racing throughout my body
As I take even deeper inhales
And let it slowly exit my lungs
Breathing in clouds
To see the world more clearly
Through any medium of consumption
Or inhaling
Sativa will always be there
Right in the earth
All for the taking
Ripe for the smoking.
(Rust/Rest)
Dark poetry holds his world together
The fabric that chains him in velvet undertones, undercurrents
He doesn’t leave his life to leap, to luck
Prefers holding metallic breath
Prefers sighing when the curtain, the cushion disappears
~
It (the curtain, the cushion)
Holds for her perhaps not much longer
The string will ensure its own fibrous collapse
Soon she’ll hold steely breath too
But will it rust?
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The choice she faces
The choice he faces
Should they rust their cast-iron lungs?
Keep the curtain and the cushion aloft?
Or should they rest their cast-iron lungs?
Let the marionettes fall
Drop the die and let the gamble fall?
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They choose what we all choose:
Chiaroscuro.
“When a man hath no freedom to fight for at home, Let him combat for that of his neighbours; Let him think of the glories of Greece and of Rome, And get knocked on his head for his labors. To do good to mankind is the chivalrous plan, And is always as nobly requited; Then battle for freedom wherever you can, And, if not shot or hanged, you'll get knighted.”
—Byrontoday.
the biggest struggle is being okay with today.
it’s here. i can’t change it.
but i am constantly longing. longing for more than today.
i want to see today become yesterday.
i want my new today to be free.
i want my new today to be okay.
i know i can’t change today.
but i can’t help but wonder.
how it feels to live another way.
for now, i endure today.
it’s not easy, but i get by because.
the biggest struggle is being okay with today.
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Everyone I know is looking to be found
To be saved and kept away from harm
Everyone, I want to stay gone
I want to get lost on the back roads
In the bedroom, under sheets and in the dark
It would be nice to get fucked and not know
Everyone I know is looking to be found
To be saved and kept away from harm