On Soubi's feelings for Seimei and Ritsuka.

I saw some people talking about how Soubi seemed to be definetely obsessed/in love with Seimei and etc., but really, the impression I got when reading the chapters from the moment Seimei showed up was that in fact Soubi hated him (he never wanted to be Seimei’s fighter and being a blank fighter he never had that fated connection with him. The person he had a connection with was Ritsu and he felt disappointed to know they wouldn’t bond). He hated him but couldn’t go against him because he was trained to submit as a perfect fighter and then a contract was made, turning him into Seimei’s slave. Soubi was never truly Ritsuka’s fighter (and that’s why he’d never actually obey faithfully to Ritsuka’s orders, and he seeked them because it was the only way he could exist in his own mind, I think) but I think he fell in love with him in a way he never fell in love with anyone before(maybe he did feel this way before, but I think Ritsuka was the first person he loved who treated him properly and yet not like Soubi expected him to). I think that once he realized he could have this kind of feeling he started questioning Seimei once he was called back to him, but still he and Loveless weren’t bond. What do you think?