OMG JUST Finished The Fault In Our Stars by John Green
How I felt when I first got the book.
Then I started reading it and I was like
I am not going to cry.
But then I got to the part after Amsterdam and
Then After I cried my eyes out until I physically couldn’t cry anymore I realized
And
Then I realized how AWESOME of a writer John Green is and
Well, I was texting the guy I have a crush on tonight, after not getting a response for 2 days, he finally texted back, and during the conversation, he said he's meeting with a girl tomorrow who is a potential girlfriend. Now, I know I have no right to, but I'm jealous. If I had been able to talk with him face-to-face this past Sunday, things would be different. But, they're not, and this other girl is now possibly this guy I really like's future girlfriend.... why does this stuff always happen to me?
Oh, and get this, I even told him I really liked someone, and that I was praying that it would work out, he said that he understood what I was going through and he hoped that the guy I liked gave me the answer I wanted…
I’m all like “Can’t you see that I like you?!” I just hope he comes to visit soon so I can get this off of my chest. The sooner I get a rejection the better. I don’t even know what I’d do he said he felt the same way as me, but I know he probably won’t, so I’m not gonna get my hopes up.
