for some reason
i feel so out of place in the bro army.
i look at so many pewdiepie blogs that have so many cool friends and talk to so many people.
like, they can probably NOT tag ‘pewdiepie’ in their posts [like i have to] and they can still get notes, etc.
no way in hell will i ever delete pewdieparty, but it’s been a consideration in the CLEAR back of my mind and i can’t shake the feeling of wanting to.
i just feel out of place is all. :/
NICE TO MEET YOU BEAUTIFUL I WOULD LIKE GABE TICKLING SAM POST-SEX
Gabriel is very touchy-feely after sex. His fingers explore every inch of Sam, they travel over the smooth skin still slick. He starts with the juncture of the hunter’s neck and shoulder, tracing the tendons and veins—he closes his lips over Sam’s pulse, feels his Grace echo the steady rhythm of the human’s heart.
He moves his hands lower, teasing and prodding at Sam’s sides until the hunter starts to wriggle and twist, trying to escape. “Gaaaabriel—” he whines, “s-stop! Stop it! You’re a fucking asshole—”
The angel just grins, digs his fingers into the softs skin and lax muscles only orgasm can give until they’re tight again and the room is ringing with the laughter and death threats. Gabriel slides atop his human, brackets Sam’s hips with his thighs and goes to town. Sam laughs and laughs until there are tears streaming from his eyes and his head is thrown back against the pillow.
When Gabriel’s clever fingers finally still, Sam’s sides hurt and he can’t stop smiling. The angel slides himself off the human’s lap to lay beside him. He settles himself into the space beneath Sam’s arm, sprawling half on top of him. “You’re such a child,” Sam says, but his voice is laced with affection. “Why’d you do that?”
Gabriel bites lightly on the skin of Sam’s chest and looks up at him, his eyes shining. He doesn’t say it’s because the hunter doesn’t laugh enough or that when he does, Gabriel’s Grace sings.
I love both brothers. They both have flaws.
I’m not past criticizing their characters, getting disappointed or frustrated with them, I’m not even past being mad at them, because the root of my frustration, anger and disappointment is a lack of understand, thus why I analysis to get a better understanding.
So yeah. You can be mad at Sam, or mad at Dean or mad at both. But that doesn’t mean you hate them, it just means you’re mad at your lack of understanding and just want an explanation or want to learn more.