“With the help of their protector, the fallen angel Castiel (Misha Collins), Sam and Dean’s lifelong quest to rid the world of evil will take everything they’ve got. As dawn arrives after their endless struggle and sacrifice to defeat the world’s monsters, they know that, come nightfall, something otherworldly — something supernatural — will claw its way out of the shadows, demanding their attention.”

—(x)

I’m not sure if he heard me.

But even if he did, I don’t think I’d mind.

I haven’t really liked anyone like this since Chris.

So it’d be okay if he liked me back.

Yup. c:

I've done 72 out of 132 Stupid Things

Level 1:

() smoked a cigarette

() smoked a cigar

( ) kissed a member of your family

(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2

(x) are/ been in love

(x) been dumped

() shoplifted

( ) been fired

() been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3

(x) had a crush on a older person

() skipped school 

( ) slept with a co- worker

(x) seen someone / something die

SO FAR: 5

Level 4

(x) had / have a crush on one of your facebook friends

( ) been to paris

( ) been to england

( ) been on a plane

() thrown up form drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 5

() eaten sushi

() been snow boarding

(x) met someone because of facebook/ myspace/ MXit / Omegle

() been in a mosh pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 6

(x) taken pain killers(only when I need to)

(x) loved or liked someoone that you could not have

(x) laid on your back and watch the clouds go by

(x) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 7

(x) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

() Gone Mudding 

(x ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 15

Level 8

(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

(x) Gone Sledding

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School  

SO FAR: 21

Level 9

(x) Watched The Sun Set

(x) Felt An Earthquake

(x) Held A Snake 

SO FAR: 24

Level 10

(x) Been Tickled

( ) Been Raped

() Been Cheated On

(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 26

Level 11

(x) Won A Contest

() Been Suspended From/In School

(x) Had Detention

() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 28

Level 12

( ) Had / Have Braces

()Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night

(x) Danced In The Moonlight

SO FAR: 29

Level 13

(x) Hated The Way You Look

() Witnessed A Crime

() Pole Danced

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x) Been Obsessed With Post It Notes( I am right now XD)

SO FAR: 32

Level 14

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

(x) Been Lost

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World 

(x) Swam In The Ocean(I’ve stood in it)

(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 36 

Level 15

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep

() Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

() Sang Karaoke

(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 39

Level 16

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t

() Made Prank Phone Calls

() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

() Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR:  40

Level 17

(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

(x) Watched The Sun Set and/or Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 44

Level 18

() Crashed A Party

( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading

() Had A Wish Come True

SO FAR: 45

Level 19

() Worn Pearls

( ) Jumped Off A Bridge

( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 45

Level 20

() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube

(x) Kissed A Hamster/Rabbit/Guinea Pig

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes

(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 48

Level 21

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours

(x) Recently Stayed Up For A While Talking To Someone You Care About  

SO FAR: 52

Level 22

() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

(x) Had/Been In A Tree House

(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone 

SO FAR: 55

Level 23

(x) Believe/Believed In Ghosts

( ) Have/had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

() Won/Lost A Bet Where Money Was Involved

() Visited a Jail

SO FAR: 56

Level 24

() Played Chicken

() Been Smacked By A Complete Stranger

( ) Broken A Bone 

(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 57

Level 25

() Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later 

( ) Made A Porn Movie

(x) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 60

Level 26

() Ate Something Someone Else Licked

(x) Fell On Nothing

(x) Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone’s Name

(x) Braided Someones Hair

() Tried To Run Away

() Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 64

Level 27

(x) Rode A Roller Coaster

( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling

(x) Had A Nightmare That You Thought Was Real

() Black-Mailed Someone

() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 66

Level 28

(x) Been Used

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

() Licked A Cat

(x) Bitten Someone

(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 70

Level 29

() Been Shot At/Or At Gunpoint

( ) Had Sex In The Rain (not the best idea.)

() Flattened Someones Tires 

() Rode Your Bike/Driven Your Car Until The Fuel Light Came On

( ) Got R20 Or Less Worth Of Fuel

SO FAR: 70

 Level 30

 (x) Sang To Someone On The Phone/In Person

 (x) Danced Like A Complete Idiot For Pure Pleasure

 () Played Manhunt Later Midnight

Grand Total: 72

You came and went
like an autumn breeze
billowing in exhalation
against an open
bedroom window

In you,
my spine crawled
and chilled
with the exclamation
in your gasp

I know now
I am nothing more
than whispered paintings
hanging
in quiet secrecy

Burn to ash

Hold me like the cigarette
dangling between your lips -
I want to crawl and bury my breath
in the canyons of your lungs.
Press your mouth to mine
and let me taste the Summer sun -
I’m coming undone beneath the fire
you weave beneath your fingertips.
They splay across my ribcage
and I can feel my heart simmer 
in its yearning to break free
of its prison-bars
so that it can crawl into yours.

Your lips fall to my jugular
and I wish you’d bite down.
Bleed me out like the poetry
these hands hemorrhage for you.

Your mouth reaps the prayers
from both of my collarbones,
and your hips play in tune to mine.
I think I understand why it is
that mars wages wars against the stars.
There’s brilliant radiance here,
a blinding light that erupts behind my eyelids.

I am holding a star in my arms
and it is incinerating my skin.
Come into me, pull me down
in the wake of your flame,
burn me to ashes so that
there is nothing keeping me from you.
Let me seep into your pores
and weave my way into your veins.

You claim me for your own
and there I stay.

"31 Days of Halloween": Day 1

As you know from my earlier post, I want to wear a costume every day. So today I decided to try out my huge army coat I got from my dad (he got it during his period of selling army surplus clothing and reconditioned boots), which despite being U.S., in my opinion it makes me think of something a stereotypical Nazi Officer might wear.

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I was originally going to wear this to McDonalds with my younger Nathan, but he got super-pissed (he doesn’t like my abnormal clothing and behavior when in public) and made me take off the coat. So I ended up just wearing my Russian sailor sleeveless shirt and khaki adventurer shirt that was underneath, along with the Czech army hat I have from Cesky Krumlov.

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He didn’t seem to mind my big fuzzy striped socks though:

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Later on after coming home I put the coat on, and decided to see if my old Bavarian hat might added “German-ness” to help push that it’s a Nazi Officer and not just a guy in an awesome coat. (Note that I’m not categorizing all Germans as Nazis, it’s just that this hat comes from that time period and Nazi officers were Germans mostly. Plus I’m German and Hungarian, so I wouldn’t be surprised if at least some of my recent ancestors were Nazis during that period.) 
 

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Again with the Czech hat:

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And this hat makes me think a bit of the hats worn by Hasidic Jews, so I was silly and decided to make a funny face at the notion of wearing a supposedly “Jewish” hat with a supposedly “Nazi” outfit.

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Then I broke out my gas mask, which I knew would make the outfit way better regardless of if it says “Nazi Officer” or not.

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Combined with that hat, I think it looks good too:

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And then I made a silly silly face while having the camera on a timer to take a shot right as I pulled off my gas mask, just to see what it’d look like:

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Silly silly stuff.



So yeah. Hopefully I’ll go hang out tonight and I’ll wear this out somewhere.

Also all my followers should give me suggestions for costumes to wear. I also want to do multiple costumes in a day when I can. 

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