You know, it would be easier to say “I miss you”, but I don’t. I just want to say..

..”hey, how are you? how was your day? You know, I’ve been thinking lately. I always been wondering what my life would be without you. Or what would happen if you never existed in my life? Something like that. And I think, you are really special.”

My friends always tell me, never regret letting go. No, I always regret letting go. Why? Because I believe there could always be an answer to everything, why on earth I hang and stayed even though there are no more reasons left. I have faith in something, because in one way or the other, one does not simply leave because he/she has no more reasons, but because; there is always a reason for everything. The last thing that I would let go is if I were to see for myself that it is wrong.. 

For now, I just want to say “Hi. I hope you’re fine.” 

Love, 

Me.

May have made up my mind.

Now that I’ve wasted the whole evening, I better scratch out at least a draft of this paper on refugee policy/global governance.  And I’m going to bed by 1.

Between those last two posts, there will be no sleep for me tonight. 

My daily debate with myself? When I should brush my teeth.

What gives someone the right to judge someone they don’t even know? Someone who’s never given them a problem before. I don’t care how great of a person you think you are, there is always something you can do so you don’t look like that scum who causes all the drama and ruins a bunch of people’s trips. I have no respect for the people who do this to an extreme and if I’ve ever been like this, I am changing. So, I say I’m done.

Ahhhhhhh sounds of the gods

Oh and I’m not working for Hollister anymore so i get to grow my facial hair out again :DD

Now that I know that Frank is being watched by other roleplays I am really self conscience about how I play him.