The one thing she knew, was that if she lost him, if she lost this game of love one more time, it would be the end of her. No, of course not. She would contine to eat, sleep, walk, smile, and search for love. But something, somewhere inside of her would die. Just as it had done each time somebody had broken her heart. How many parts of her could perish in this way while the rest of her continued to survive?
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submitted by http://hotdamnn-rachel.tumblr.com/ to www.sincesheleft.com
One of the first Tumblrs I discovered.
I love this blog because it reminds me that no matter how deep we fall into the abysmal depths of our emotions, we’re never alone.
I once imagined the alter and the words I could possibly form together to perfectly describe the pressure in my chest that you brought. The immense amount of warmth I felt when I thought about you being mine. The welling in my throat when “I love you” was no where near great enough to express how I feel. How could I possibly look you in the eye and speak a way in front of your family that could give them some ounce of what I feel for you? How could I bring all of you to understand that the power of what I feel for you was enough to make me believe that it wasn’t coincidence that made you walk into my life? You, along with them, would listen as I recited to the best of my ability how I felt the first day I met you. I saw you and without question my stomach was in my throat, my palms broke into a cold sweat. I didn’t even know your name. It was only two weeks later that I’d learn it was the same name I’d dreamt of one month before. I’d tell everyone - with tears in my eyes - that there is nothing that’s made me happier than you walking into my life. The opportunity to love and care about someone as much as I do you was one I would never regret, whether I got to keep you or not. You had brought out of me more of myself than I had imagined possible. You pushed me, taught me, hurt me, loved me, and most of all, cared for me. We had failed many times but our failures had turned into triumphs, and with each one made our pairing stronger. You were my best friend, my other half, and what physically felt like a part of me. We grew and learned together and from each other; and what you made me feel I could never feel for another living being. I could never imagine someone else feeling what I feel for you. I’d finish off with the genuine peace you had brought into my life and how I have never loved myself more than when I became the person you taught me how to be. I like to think that you can only feel a love like ours once in a lifetime, and the rest are just there for the comfort. Thank you for showing me.
Some Damien Rice for Thursday night music. (Ex just got engaged edition)
I always find myself reading sincesheleft.tumblr.com
I don’t know if it will help you out in anyway, but it always makes me think.
Thanks guys.
always loved this blog. will forever love this blog.
I think my ex got engaged last night. I don’t know how to feel about that. I would be lying if I said it didn’t bother me. But why should it bother me? And why am I too scared to find out the truth?
in random order
spacemoonkey- i am so glad i discovered this blog. ldhfadjkfhalhflah its so damn perfect.
mywhoremoans- arpee is so awesome okay <3
vanyumm- gore, lust, pure evil <3
vogueriots- i love the gifs! awesome fashion blog.
sincesheleft- will forever love this blog. full of beautiful literary submissions (and a lot of posts are made by the blogger himself) and i swear, everything is heart-melting. i have a handful of posts that i swear i’ve read over and over again.
howlatthat- amy’s blog<3 can i just, uhm, make love to it?
onetrackminds- fell inlove the minute i saw it
taesapuwet- oy lianne! :*
eye-bleach- uhm i love you :)
justanepiphany- rie is amazingg :)
dalemonyo- idol eh :))
panicitsja- no one is cooler than jara okay <3
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there are a lot more blogs that i absolutely love but these are the ones that i’ve reblogged a lot of cool shit from and/or make my dash so happy :3
