Short Blog, got shit to doooo
Herrrooo gaiz,
sorry I promise I wont say that again.
Anywho, how are my 7 or so followers? Good I hope! I’m doing alright, just doing the university thing, you know… Stressin’ and being broke. Grand ol’ time.
Today I slept in and skipped my english class, and I didn’t even feel bad about it. I need motivation, so so so bad. When I walk through these halls I have this anger inside me, I just know this isn’t where I’m supposed to be right now in my life. I know I spoke a little about this in my last post. I’d love to travel, meet new people, experience this strange planet of ours. I’d love to wake up one morning in the middle on Hong Kong with no one that I know. No english-chinease translator, nothing. I’d walk out of my apartement, mansion, cardboard box or whatever and try and do everyday things. Meet people who have zero in common with me and create a particular bond. Imagine that, meeting someone who doesn’t speak a word of english, follows a religion that you’ve never heard of and eats food you never knew existed. Imagine even farther, imagine falling in love with this person. How could you even do that. That’s what I want to do, I want to experience something so unimaginable and succeed.
Just something I thought of once, something to think of when I don’t feel like writing papers on things that I have zero interest in or subjects I’ve heard too much of.
Again, if you’ve read this far, that’s super cool 8-) Thank you lovelies
I send you my love, have a great day and try something new for a change.
xo Jess
Friends?
So my ex boyfriend texts my friend and tells her that he misses me. =/ That he misses texting me and just hanging out with me. Well, he sure screwed up our friendship. I don’t get boys sometimes. Or him. I mean, whats with him? Its been months since we’ve talked, and now he has this sudden urge to see me again? Can we really be friends again after all that happened? How long has he missed me?
12/20/11 - 12/23/11
- Went to family friend’s house for annual Christmas get together. Ate. Played Monopoly Deal. Talked about politics and college. Got someone to try and set me up with a prom date.
- Went over to Rikka’s to do the Filipino EC but ended up just roaming on the internet and groaning whenever Rebecca changed clothes.
- ~dinner at Cyma~ . It kind of makes me sad, because I remember how spacious it used to be, and how there was this atmosphere of constant merriment from the space, and the people stuffed into it.
- Went to Makati for doctor + errands of my mom + to meet up with my Ninang.
- Spontaneous Eastwood bonding with Bea.
- Laziness in between all of those things on the internet, and books.
- I also have a bag crammed 3 Stephen King books and The Communist Manifesto. Also have my Looking for Alaska book back. I missed it.
busier than I thought I would be
Well, now that this year has gone by in a flash, I’m a little more aware of how fast time can pass by with me doing nothing, so I’m trying not to waste time and spend some time with my family members. Though it’s been tough, my mom and dad keeps arguing… *sigh* they really do not have a good relationship and it’s unchangeable.
As well, the time difference makes it a little hard for me to be online when everybody else is online (it’s currently morning for me right now).
GOAL: get up earlier and use that time to be online and blog and stuff!
Today, we’re going to the temple… I’m not sure what’s the occasion but I think it’s just because I’ve arrived safely so it’s protocol or something to visit. It’s fun… just really hot. And my long hair is not helping (I really need a cut). Then, we’re going to visit my grandmother, which I cannot wait. I love her so much, I miss her so much, I seriously cannot wait.
PS. Thanks to everyone who followed me, and all the messages and tagged stuff (oh lordy, I have a few to do) will be done/responded to later today.
Oh man..
Last night was wild. TOO WILD. I’m just thankful to God that my homie is alright now & that we all were safe. It made me realize that there are people out there that are really bitches. I mean how can you call yourself a man behind that knife you’re holding. You look more like a bitch holding that shit instead of looking all tough. I should join a soccer team doe because I can pack a mean ass kick. lol
It's true.
I missed you terribly. You told me you missed me then later randomly apologized for everything and it made me sit there in shock. That’s one quality that I always loved about you, when you apologize you genuinely mean it, not too many people do anymore. I was at a loss words and I felt horribly guilty about everything I ever said to or about you. I never want to be so angry at someone whom I care about so much about, ever again. I’m so disappointed in myself, just from that fact alone. I don’t know what it is about you that I just can’t let go of, but only you know how to do it, whatever that is. I’m so happy that you’re doing good. You managed to fill a hole that I never knew was there, until you came into my life. I promised myself that I would never let you get close to me ever again, this is one promise that I don’t think I’ll mind breaking.
Things will never be like before, I hope things will be even better.
…Because God knows, I missed you terribly.
47th Search for the Most Outstanding High School Graduate (MOHSG)
This has been in my mind since I went to Abreeza Mall this afternoon, to watch my fellow debater and classmate Jonathan Kevin Bangayan, as he was the school’s representative for the said competition that was organized by JCI Davao, Incorporated.
Although he wasn’t able to make it to the shortlist that will undergo the impromptu speech, he was awarded as the People’s Choice Award and the Hari ng Recyclables (King of Recyclables), which made me proud of this achievement.
That enough already made me believe that every person has his/her own inclination; he/she only needs an inspiration to strive his/her best to get what he/she really wants to achieve in life.
PS: Congratulations to Athena Cam of Davao Christian High School for being the 47th Most Outstanding High School Graduate! :)
