so while i was gone, i have come to terms that the adults now of days are trying their hardest to rip teenagers hearts into millions of pieces. movies now of days hurt you, books now of days hurt you, TV SHOWS NOW OF DAYS HURT YOU!!! EVERYONE IN ALL THOSE THINGS, SOMEONE HAS TO DIE!!!11
excuse me
i just got done watching the first american horror story season, i’m pretty much sobbing right now
i’m so high i;m scared it made me manic depressive idk what kind of weed this was but its fucking crazy like
i was luahging sooooo hard and then i;d be sad and not like i’m thinking a sad thought, like in my mind, my brain held out a toy for me and then i would go to get ut and my brain would pull it back. it was mean and awful.
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idk mannnnnn it’s scary and omg its only 1am. i also feel like i’vetalked about all this a lot. and people hate me. uh one meninte they love methen next they hate me, why does life work this way.
also, as i told audrey in the car on the way home, life is a math problem and humans are fucking stupid. WHY DO YOU DO THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER IF YOU DON’T LIKE THEM AFTERWARDS. You want a different output, change something about the fucking formula!!!! It’s that simple! BUt then life is complicated and sucks because its math and thats how math. Becaue math=life.
