why are you so obsessed with the columbine massacre? It's kind of creeping me out.

you must be new.

i have morbid fascinations. not just columbine, anything that has to do with murder or what not. i like to research the killers to figure out why they did what they did, if it’s because of bullying or they were invisible their whole lives you have to have some sort of sympathy for them. if they did it just to be “famous”, they don’t have my attention whatsoever. i know dylan and eric did it because they were bullied and treated like shit, plus eric was on zoloft which cause homicidal and suicidal thoughts, but they did want to go down in history, and they have. but you can’t help but feel a tad sorry for them especially dylan who was depressed and just wanted to find love and no one understood him. eric was the dominate one and if those two were never buds, none of this would have happened, or eric would be in jail. so mix depression (dylan) with a guy who was depressed and had dark thoughts (eric) and you get a ticking time bomb that had multiple red flags that the teachers, and the family ignored. AND the police.

the omaha mall shooting fascinates me too, i think robert hawkins is one of few shooters who i feel horrible for. he was a very sweet guy but had a shit life and wanted to go die so badly, he hated humanity so much he decided to take a few souls with him, he didn’t want a full blown massacre, just enough to get his name out since no one knew he existed.

just saying, some shooters are victims themselves. columbine created eric and dylan’s rampage. they didn’t do it for the hell of it. there is always a reason.

and that is why it is so fascinating. the human mind is a dangerous thing. some people who are bullied can handle it, some kill themselves, some kill the people who didn’t do anything to help and then kill themselves. it’s reality.