“In the darkest hour the soul is replenished and given strength to continue and endure.”

—Heart Warrior Chosa

my swag levels feel very high today.

A written paraphrase of a goodbye, she slit my wrists and watched the blood dry.

The only thing that matters today is that I partook the Holy Supper.

Renewing my life from this point on. Striving it all to reach my perfection. Time to forgive and forget the things that happened in the past.

Real Love Heals

Well, the Real Love Heals conference was this weekend at church.  And it was amazing.  There was some beautiful worship that went on, praying out loud, singing and shouting with everything to Jesus.  Friday was possibly the most intense worship I have ever experienced.  God really set me free and cleared up a lot of stuff that had been on my heart and he set so many more people free and transformed many lives this weekend.  Jesus is alive and he is still in the healing business.  Nothing has changed, he is and has always been here.  Whether we feel him or not at times, he is STILL here.  And he still loves each and every one of us more than anything.  I can’t fully put this feeling I have inside my heart into words, but I will say it is beautiful.  It’s relieving to know that all of my troubles, burdens, failures, and past has already been won by the king of all kings, Jesus Christ.  And just as Dennis Jernigan said at the conference, my past does not define me, nor does anyone or anything here on earth define me, but Jesus is who defines me.  Almost everyday I will blow it and fall short somehow, but He will always pick me up and keep me moving.  My chains have been broken, and His glory has compelled me to step out on faith and serve Him, even if it’s out of my comfort zone, and to love…..to love others just like He loves us all. 

Loading more posts...