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So...there's this girl..
This girl wakes up and the first thing she does is text me and tell me good morning… hasnt missed a morning since the day we met(: she does pt for about an hour and texts me before she even gets in her car to leave and then if I’m up she’ll call me even though it takes her less than 5 minutes to get back to her room. Some times she’ll skype with me if we have time, if not she’ll call or text me until she gets to work. She plays soldier until lunch time. Every day at the same time I get that oh so familiar “hey baby, I’ve been thinking about you, how’s your day so far” text. And then she proceeds to tell me about her morning as I tell her how much I miss her and she tells me how amazing I am. Then she gets back to playing soldier for the rest of the day. The second she’s out she texts and asks if she can call me and I always say yes and that starts the best part of my day, I get her all night to myself. No matter what she’s doing she tells me about it. She’s always completely honest. She keeps me honest as well, which hasnt always been my strong suit. This girl.. makes me feel.. like.. I’m floating.. just she absolutely adores me. I can see it in her eyes. I can hear it in her voice when she talks about me coming to visit her here soon. I hear her heart break a little when we talk about me leaving to Korea in less than a week. I adore this girl. I’ve never had anyone treat me as good as she is. She makes me feel like I’m the only girl in the world. She doesnt care about anyone else. It’s just her and I. The only road block between me and her having a relationship.. is about 6000 miles for the next year. I can come home if I have the money. It’s about 1500 just for the flight not to mention the days off, which aren’t a big deal but they come only 2.5 days a month. Hmph. There always has to be something in the way. I swear. She means the world to me. We’ve been talking for a little over a month now. We went on about a weeks worth of little dates when we were physically together.. since then she’s been in NC and I’ve been in GA and now I’m home visiting in MI. I arranged it so I can come see her before I leave. I was so excited to tell her and when I did I don’t think she really believed I cared as much as I do haha. She was very surprised and I still don’t think she believes I’m really coming. When it comes to long distance relationships, we’ve both been knocked down pretty hard but I’m a firm believer in giving new people a fresh start and an honest chance and her heart just isn’t ready to take that chance on me just yet. I call myself her girlfriend when I’m talking to her and she thinks it’s so cute but to me it feels so right. Just to say I’m her baby like she says I am, feels right. I feel really proud about it but then again, it’s really just pretend until she actually asks me out.. hmm.. According to her she has a surprise for me this weekend.. my guesses are.. shes either going to ask me out for real and make it official… or shes going to tell me she loves me.. hmm.. I know she’s gonna read this but hey that’s alright haha. I don’t really expect anything from her. I just want her all to myself for my last weekend in the states.. and I want to reassure her that she is the only girl on my mind and will be for the next year I’m in Korea. I want to be her girl for real and I want her to be all mine. I want her to be my fairytale come true… is that too much to ask??