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I have a hard time sleeping, and while being on Tumblr doesn’t help, I think the main reason is because my brain doesn’t stop thinking about things. It’s like lying in the dark, trying your best not to think of that one thing that will get you started, but once you do, you can’t stop and you know you’re screwed as far as falling asleep goes.
For me, I can’t stop thinking about future-related things, such as, “Should I even continue trying to be a doctor?” Lots of things are telling me that I shouldn’t, that being a doctor isn’t for me and I’d be much better off/happier doing a different career. I know school would be sucking less if I wasn’t pre-med.
Luckily, I’ve found journaling helps, to a certain extent, or at least takes some pressure of my head. Like writing this post, and now I feel just a smidge better.
So thanks for reading, dear followers (btw 35! I never imagined I would have more than 10!). Whether or not you read this little dip into my life, I feel better. If you did read, awesome! And you’re the best! Now go to sleep.
Obisen’s going to see his dad on whatever Destroyer he’s stationed on. I got two weeks to either do everything or do nothin’ at all.
Not sure which option I’ll pick yet. Maybe I’ll just hit Nar Shaddaa for awhile and not have to worry that the people I’m with hate the place and want to leave.
I could make a lotta junk food, and spend two weeks watchin’ Huttball and stupid daytime holos, assumin’ I wake up early enough to catch any of ‘em.
Could mess with a couple of busted interrogation droids, see if I can get ‘em ramped up a bit (not to mention make them a little more resistant to an angry Inquisitor’s tantrums). Could also fix up some of the not-fixed-up speeders in the yard.
Maybe I should track down that apprentice of mine and see how he’s doin’. That might mean going to Balmorra again, and nobody wants to go there on purpose.
Y’know—I wonder if beskar’gam plating on an interrogation droid’d help make it be less prone to being wrecked by a pissed off Inquisitor. The stuff’s damn near lightsaber proof, maybe it resists Force lighting as well.
Now I just gotta figure out how to get some beskar’gam without bein’ a Mando. Maybe I can find a dead one somewhere.
I just remembered my best friend and me had the best tactic in high school against bullies and its probably the reason people are scared of us to this day, usually people avert their eyes and ignore them and that never works so in the end in the final year we would look them directly in the eyes and ask if they like dead babies dipped in nachos
Any chance of you drawing some Two-face?
Bums, JK, whatever makes your heart happy c:
Oh, okay. It’s almost like you guys think I can legitimately draw or something. :B
Ok people i need help!!
I created a secondary blog on my tumblr for an art blog and i don’t understand where my posts go when i look on my dashboard. i just see my primary blog posts. Where in the internet are they??? and i don’t know if the followers from my primary blog can see the posts…and i can’t seem to do much with it either…
i’m not sure if should make a completely new blog under a different account… i feel so dumb. :C