i know that sometimes you get lonely for ~~romance~~! and that’s normal and ok!! but even when ur a little down you should try to remember that one day, you’re totally gonna find a cute girl who loves the heck outta you and youll be like ‘lol remember when i thought i was always gonna be single lmao’ and then you’ll go snuggle ur cutie lesbian mistress.
no worries, self. you’re a good kitty
Sometimes I don’t feel adequate. Other times I feel quite the opposite. Today I felt beautiful. But not so much in the physical realm, more so in the personal sense-of-self way. When I choose to see my inner self, the part of me that knows that all that matters are my intentions, I feel such gratitude.
I am forever reminded of one of my favorite quotes from one of my favorite memoirs.
“I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions”
From Magical Thinking by Augusten Burroughs
It’s so much easier to look forward when you’ve cleared your mind of negative thoughts. It’s been such a productive week. Can’t wait to see how I handle the coming stress of the semester. Positive thoughts!
- I have been working two jobs too often and hopefully one of them turns into a full time position this week
- If there is any justice in the world
- After which I will return to regularly scheduled blogging
- After the celebrating
- Or binge cupcake eating should this be another mis-hire - which feels like a never ending theme in recent months.
I’m probably going to sound really weird for saying this, but
Sometimes… I’m almost kind of glad that I am trans?
I feel like if I was a biologically born girl
That I would probably (due to my mother being able to influence how I am from a much younger age) be MUCH much different from how I am now.
So, like… maybe it was almost sort of a good thing that I’m trans?
Maybe or maybe not… but I just thought about it… just trying to add a little bit of a positive to this whole thing, I guess.