I find it somewhat distressing that I have clothes that are to be worn only if I attempt, because I don’t mind if they are cut off me if I’m found alive and get medical attention.

My brother crashed his motorbike on the way home. It was the first time he was riding in the wet. He’s only had his licence for less than a month. I’m so petrified next time he will die.

My boyfriend is pretty amazing. Today he called my mom to wish her a happy birthday and she loved it. We went over our plans again for the future and got the seal of approval from my mother who could not be more thrilled or happy for us. Even today at her party that is about all she could talk about with her friends and our family. The plan is tomorrow if he get’s paid like he should, he will start driving tomorrow night into Friday morning to come here to spend the weekend till Monday morning. I am so excited it is hard to stop smiling. I’m just waiting for that txt tomorrow saying he can come or he can’t. So keep praying he can! Tomorrow is Logan’s last day of Pre-School. I am so very proud of him. Then Friday he has daycare all day & that will give me and my man some time to go out and I can show him where I grew up here and se can look at some sites that would be amazing in July. I just wish my best friend could be here, hurry home Jessica! I am off to bed. Between cleaning up the party and having a skype convo with my baby, I am wiped out. Goodnight everyone! 

Was a success! We had so many people here and had so much fun. Logan passed out the moment everyone left and I was able to get all the cleaning done and everything put away without any hassle. Also, everyone agreed that my coffee making skills are way better then my moms! Haha. 

Twitchy muscles. Sleep deprived. Sick and tired. Flailing hopelessly. Make the same mistakes. Start afresh. Skip rehearsals. Unkindness to self. The world, it crumbles.

It’s occasions like these when I’m glad I don’t have many people in real life that care.