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Going to be deleting Facebook friends, skype contacts, and go through the tumblrs I’m following to make sure none are inactive
tell me if you are an actual friend and I accidentally delete you…which means we’ve talked at one point in our lives :P
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I’m almost positive I made my friend develop some sort of eating disorder. That’s how selfish I am. I can’t help it, the voice in my mind tells me to be this way. It tells me what I can and can’t do. I hate myself. I’m fat anyway why would anyone want to listen to me or want to look like me. Fuck.
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Fuck you! And your opinions
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so my flight’s gonna be in a little while. i’m gonna head out and bond with the familayyy. see ya guys when i land or something. :D
//off
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hello again,
i’m finding it so hard to find the time for everything lately, the minute i get home from work i cook dinner then go straight to bed. i hardly have time for blogging.
so today i plan to crack on with some work for my assessment which is coming up very soon. i’m so behind, blaaaahhhh. back to work tomorrow, i haven’t had a Starbucks for a week due to spending all my wages in one go, gonna have one tomorrow though before work, proper looking forward to it. -
It's kind of ironic that I have a phobia of fire, yet I'm fascinated with lanterns.
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Naranasan niyo na bang makamiss ng isang tao? ‘Yong sobra-sobra at tila gusto mo nang sumugod sa bahay nila para lang makita siya? Iyan ang kasalukuyan kong nararamdaman.
Nakakainis mang isipin na wala akong karapatang mainis dahil hindi kami at wala namang kahit anong MU thing aside from the fact na gusto niya ako (sinabi niya sa akin). Hindi naman yata sapat na rason yon para kausapin niya ako lagi. Pero wala lang, nakakamiss lang kasi every two weeks lang siya magparamdam tapos once in a blue moon pa.
Pinaloadan ko siya nung Lunes pero hindi siya nagtext. Lahat na ginawa ko para mapansin pero walang epekto. Ganito ba talaga ang tama ng tunay na pag-ibig or this is what we call obsession? This can’t be. I want to give up.
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I want to live in a small apartment in New York city. I want to see San Francisco. I want to visit France and explore. I want to learn a new language and speak it fluently. I want to drop everything and backpack with some friends. I want to light a fire and lay beside it in the middle of a field, looking at nothing but the stars and endless amounts of land around me. I want to have no responsibility and have fun, without the repercussions. I want to live and love with no regrets. I want to dance in the evening and wake up with a smile on my face. I want to bake cakes and sell them at markets. I want to grow a vegetable garden. I want to travel from place to place, with little or no furniture. I want to make new beginnings in different cities. I want a long list of friends that I can always turn to. I want to be free. I want to know what it feels like to be content with my life.
