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  1. block 55
    dirtyovercoats:
    im curious what is your headcanon on dean and cas's first kiss how did it go down what happened who initiated etc

    okay see the truth of the matter is i have multiple headcanons for their first kiss because the truth is they had multiple first kisses

    because there was Cas’ first kiss, the first time that was awkward and out of the blue and Cas sort of pecked Dean on the side of his mouth and then disappeared to leave Dean standing alone and confused and wanting in the middle of the room.

    and it was a Thing They Never Spoke Of Again except Dean would find his eyes drifting down towards those lips more than he could help to the point where eventually there was Dean’s first kiss where after a particularly trying hunt where they barely scraped out of it alive Dean grabbed Cas’ face on both sides and kissed him and he was certain he’d never find his breath again. but Cas was so unsure of what to do that he stood still and didn’t kiss him back except to tentatively put his hand above the memory of a scar on Dean’s shoulder before Dean finally pushed away in embarassment and told Cas to forget about it

    and then of course there was the first kiss where they were both involved in the kissing, which is, you know, the best way to kiss really. and it was a wholly unremarkable moment except how it wholly wasn’t, where it was a day they were really doing nothing of note at all, except sitting on a couch and where Cas leaned over to hand Dean a beer and Dean took it and sat it on the table. Cas looked at him confused until Dean’s hand was cupping his cheek tentatively before finding his eyes and there was no confusion at all about Dean’s intention. so Cas parted his lips and licked them and Dean’s gaze tracked the movements and it was so excruciatingly tantalising that Dean could not have stopped himself from diving in and licking those lips himself. and it was soft and slow at first until it entirely wasn’t and until their lips where red and their cheeks were red and Cas’ hair was a wild as ever, and they were happy.

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  2. block 84
    dirtyovercoats:

    when you’re feeling down guys just remember that “I’d rather have you, cursed or not” is a line of dialogue that exists and that Dean said it to Cas in a moment of friendship and that in many ways it says everything about Castiel’s role in the show not just re: Dean because at the end of the day, of course they’d rather have him, than not :’)

    #:')
     
  3. block 146
    dirtyovercoats:

    you know what words Dean first used to ever describe Castiel? “There was this force—this presence,” he says, in reference to their first glass-shattering encounter this side of hell, and in retrospect, you know, it kind of describes Castiel more perfectly than Dean could have ever known back then: because Castiel has been a force in Dean’s life, and more of an important presence than he ever expected, but on　e that kind of changed everything.

    #so i rewatched lazarus rising tonight #i think it's approaching scary levels of how much i've rewatched it
     
  4. block 1,924
    dirtyovercoats:

    aw remember the guy who wrote lines like “pretty boy angel”, “blow me”, and “not for nothing Cas but the last person who looked at me like that, i got laid”

    so

    he’s running the show next year.

    #also comepletely unrelated but poetry anon i am listening to that song now and holy SHIT yes #Cas feelings EVERYWHERE
     
  5. block 246
    dirtyovercoats:

    man can we talk about the look Dean gives Cas after he says “Then I’ll go with you”

    because to me it says “once you told me i exceeded your expectations, well, you too exceeded mine”, it says “once i smiled and asked you to never change and now i know where it really counted you never did”

     
  6. block 17
    dirtyovercoats:
    Have you read any d/c 7.23 coda fics? If so, could you rec some? I have a hankering :)
    Anonymous

    yeah a couple! this one by obstinatrix, this one by bree_black, and this ficlet by lauren have been my favourites so far :)

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  7. block 228
    dirtyovercoats:

    there are times when missing you hurts. so 
    it comes to this, vying for geography. there is a prayer stuck in my 
    throat. douse me in gasoline, my love, and strike a match. let’s see 
    this prayer ignite to high heaven.

    #idk this has been sitting in my drafts since last week and i don't care to do anything more with it so whatever!! #my graphics
     
  8. block 151
    dirtyovercoats:

    also you know that great part in 7.21 where Castiel talks about his former garrison and how they watched the earth, and goes “your wars are very boring, your sex… [is very boring]”, and how overall angels find humans very boring. which basically confirms two things for me:

    1) that as angels assigned to watch over earth, and as the angel assigned to pull Dean out of hell, Castiel probably watched Dean before he died. i.e. Castiel has watched Dean have sex, heh; but more importantly:

    2) humans are very boring to angels, they were very boring to Castiel—but Dean Winchester managed to completely catch his attention. from the moment Castiel touched Dean in hell, he was lost to fascination

    #shh let me have this
     
  9. block 70
    dirtyovercoats:

    you know when Dean asks Cas “what are you gonna do?” at the end of 7.21, it’s not the first time he’s asked that. and i think back to the last time he did, sat in a car in Swan Song, after the end of the world that wasn’t (except of course with Sam gone, it was). i think about the last time, and how that turned out, how Dean never asked him to stay, how Cas never asked either, and they set us up for the gradual break down of communication that was their relationship in season 6.

    but here Dean wonders again, devoid of judgement, not asking anything of Castiel except expressing a genuine curiosity, “what are you gonna do?”. he’s come a long way from the anger he’d harboured at the beginning of the episode. but Dean, I wonder if this time, when Castiel comes back in 7.23 and you begin to slowly build your friendship up again, this is not the question you ask him.

    I wonder if you’ll take a different path this time, and ask him to stay.

    #i just threw this at jillian on skype and idk i feel like if spn plays its cards right this is where we're headed #supernatural for ts #slutpunk