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*Long-distance, I completely understand where you’re coming from hugs* and, *Mimosa?* (It’s the cheeriest alcoholic beverage I can think of.)

I’m just very melancholy. I fear if I drink I will just turn maudlin. Which isn’t really an improvement. If I drink, it’ll be straight vodka over ice and then probably most of a bottle of wine. I have a really fucked up, twisted inclination to watch the H2$ bootleg at this point (I haven’t yet) and just thinking of watching it is threatening to make me break down in tears. Why? Why today and now am I suddenly upset?

Hugs and sunshine for you, my darling.

Thank you my dear.