nicestrokepam replied to your post: i get really frustrated with my life because…

wow this is literally me. i started crying today because all i wanna do it travel, and people keep telling me i will, but i dont want to WAIT i want to go NOW. so i feel you, it sucks. the desire is so strong but youre stuck and no one understands.

YES THANK YOU. like there is literally nothing i want more than to go to europe and austrailia and even fucking canada for god’s sake and they just make it sound like it’s so god damn easy when ITS FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE i just fear i’m going to die before i get to travel the world and it sounds so stupid but i know what it’s what i’m meant to do and the fact that i’m being held back just makes me want to cry

and then on the complete opposite end there are a handful of people i know that are just handed all these opportunities and have been traveling for months at a time through europe right out of high school and shit and like WHAT THE FUCK like i dont even know how they can afford and even if they can they just make it look so fucking easy and that’s what makes others think that i can just go ahead and do it too and fuck im real upset right now i need a minute