Prompt: love letters

My Dearest Kurt,

Don’t laugh. Or, if you do laugh I hope it’s only with fondness at my misguided attempt at romance. I’m no Noah Calhoun, I can’t write you a letter every day for a year, but I can give you this. My heart on a coffee stained page. Another chapter in our story. Something to remind you that even though you are there and I am here we are us and no amount of distance will ever change that.

I would take a thousand days of distance gratefully if every day brings me one step closer to the end because I know our end is forever. I know that muffled voices on static phone lines will be long forgotten when your ‘Goodnight’ is the last thing I hear each night and your ‘Good Morning’ is how I start my day. I know that meetings run long and unreplied texts won’t stand in comparison to notes on the fridge and nights in because we can. I know that the feelings of longing and loneliness and heartache will be washed away by the security of you and me safe for always.

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42 Days till I go to Vancouver!!

This evening has been exhausting and I’m so tired now that I just want to sleep but I sent Courtney like fifteen texts or something dumb so now I feel like I ought to be up when she gets home so I can be like I’M NOT CRAZY even though I kind of am and she knows it.

and she said la-la-la-la-la I love you <3